Russia x Depressed!Reader

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(Y/N) released a sigh, and used the razor to slice her already scarred arm. "This is for being so dumb." She muttered. "This is for being ugly." Another slice accompanied those words. "This cut is for being a waste of space." She dragged the razor from wrist to elbow. "This is for even existing!" (Y/N) cried, lifting up her shirt and slicing the skin.

(Y/N) started to laugh and cry at the same time. "Why am I even here?!" She exclaimed, chucking the razor away from her. Blood seeped through the (F/C) shirt, from the cut on her stomach. The cuts on her arm dripped blood onto the already stained floor.

She fell from her upright position, to fall onto her hands and knees. "Why?!" She yelled, hitting the ground with a fist. "BE QUIET!!" America yelled. "FUCK OFF AMERICA!!" Russia yelled, and everything went silent.

(Y/N) grabbed the razor, and sliced her wrist. "For being noisy." She mumbled. There was a sudden knocking at her door. (Y/N) jumped slightly. "Give me a sec!" She called out, shoving all her stuff under her bed and scrambling to her feet.

She ran to the door, yanked down her sleeves and opened the door. "Oh, hey Russia!" She exclaimed, faking her enthusiasm. Russia looked down at (Y/N), and blinked. "Are you ok?" He asked, blinking a little.

(Y/N) faked a smile, and nodded. "Yeah, I'm fine!" She exclaimed. Russia raised an eyebrow, grabbed (Y/N)'s right arm, and pushed back the sleeve, revealing her many cuts. She looked down, ashamed.

Russia looked at (Y/N), and hugged her tightly. "Please, never do this again, for me?" He asked, kissing her forehead. (Y/N) started to cry while she nodded, and Russia picked her up. "Shhh, it's ok..." He whispered, stroking (Y/N)'s flowing (H/C) hair. "I love you, (Y/N)..." He mumbled. "I *Sob* love you *Sob* too..." 

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