It always starts like this.
I'm happy out with my friends,
Or anyone even,
But the minute I leave,
Or am alone,
It happens.
I don't know why,
It just does.
When I'm alone,
I feel:
Unloved,
Used
Annoying,
Unwanted,
Like everyone's odd at me,
Or like I've done something bad.
This frustrates me so much.
I'm usually the happy one,
The one that's happy 24/7,
The one with no bad thoughts,
Only good,
But I don't think I'm the person anymore.
When I'm alone,
I overthink,
I cry,
I overthink even more,
I then try to eat my emotions,
Which then makes me feel worse,
On the inside and outside.
It only happens when I'm alone.
The second I'm with friends or family,
I'm fine again,
Until I'm alone once more.
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