baby girl / jjk

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everyone's gaze is all on us by now but that bitch still doesn't want to move.

oh yeah she does have a name called seunghee

I look at my watch before giving her a look, "hey you aren't moving?" i asked. the lecturer, ms jung has stopped teaching, shaking her head.

"oh seunghee, move or i am deducting your coursework grades," she said nonchalantly, a chill look plastered on her face.

seunghee quickly shifted from her seat as we settle down. i smiled in victory.

conclusion: i love ms jung

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all the students rushed out of the classroom after two hours of american politics. i was packing my stuff until i notice a presence in front of me. when i look up, a guy is giving me a genuine smile, i naturally smiled back.

"i didn't catch your name, pretty" a manly voice spoke out of nowhere causing me and jungkook to look up.

he's already flirting with me? this guy is really something else huh

i gave him a polite smile, "its jiwoo, how about yours?"

he nodded, "im wonho, nice to meet you"

but no joke, he's pretty cute. and did you see his biceps peeking through that white sweater of his? oh my god he-

"well im jungkook, in case you want to know me" the latter just introduced himself in the middle of the conversation and the jealousy is literally visible.

wonho chuckled lowly "hey there jungkook, and yes i know you" he smiled again. "are y'all  on break time now? do you guys wanna have lunch together?"

i check the timetable on my phone, "oh we have a two-hour break, kook do you wanna join?" i shake his arm lightly.

jungkook just shrugged so wonho brought the both of them together to the cafe nearby their campus.

"so what other subjects are y'all taking?" wonho sipped on his americano with a curious look on his face.

"we're taking marketing, sophomore seminar and sociology" i replied as jungkook only pays attention to his phone. i nudge him with my elbow causing him to squirm on his seat.

"ouch" jungkook pouted as i gave him a "could you please pay attention look" and he silently put his phone away.

"oh im taking sociology too" wonho beamed, we then high five each other. we chatted for a bit as wonho took his leave first after an hour or so.

"why are you so cold towards wonho?" i asked the model jeon jungkook, who is currently tugging on the sleeve of my hoodie. "are you jealous?" i tilted my head to look at him.

jungkook stared into my eyes deeply, before adjusting my hood. "i just don't want people to steal what's mine away from me" and my eyes widen.

he's so straightforward, i swear my heart just stop beating for a second.

"i-im y-yours? jungko-"wasn't able to finish my sentence when jungkook pulled the hoodie over my eyes, leaving me dumbfounded. i couldn't see anything but i could feel jungkook's thumb on my lips.

"im sorry if i messed up your hair right now but," he then traced my plump lips. "you are mine, and only mine" he leans towards me, placing his lips on his thumb which leaves a small distance in between.

"i don't wanna lose someone that matters to me anymore, not again, please" jungkook muttered lowly.

his words are like a knife, it left a wound in my heart.

my mind told me to push him away but somehow my heart is lowkey enjoying it and what do people say? listen to your heart.

so what i did was pull his hood over his head immediately, as we all know he's famous and we're currently in a cafe where mostly all the students from our campus go to. our seat is at the corner and luckily the cafe is not crowded at this hour.

jungkook was shaken by my action, slowly pulling away with widening eyes. i shyly look away and sipped on my iced latte. 5 minutes have passed and no one dares to utter a word.

"you matter a lot to me, is it okay if i get jealous? i mean i have no one else and-" jungkook started.

"you mean a lot too, jungkook ah" i said, playing with the strap of my hood. he turned towards me, i hesitated to tell him but i feel like he should know.

"do you remember last christmas?" i asked with all the courage i have. jungkook nodded, "i called you, wishing you merry christmas and-"

"you said you miss me so much, and you love me" i faced him with my eyes teary. jungkook scooted closer, "what's wrong?" his tone was full of worries.

jeongguk pov

i watch her rolling her sleeve up, revealing scars of blade cuts from her wrist to where her nerves are noticeable, old and new cuts can be seen as well.

"i used to cut myself "