Love You, Hater

Chapter1

I was scared, but no one cared.
I'm one heck unlucky living creature.

Chapter1: Trap

ZEIRYNE'S POV (Zei)

"Zeiryne!"

i didn't respond.

"Zeiryne! Our visitors are here!" mom exclaimed.

here we go again...

"Zeiryne! Didn't you hear me?! Go downstairs! Stop being so stubbo---"

"Can you please stop it! Just call your so-called daughter! I've had enough! "

"How dare you talk back! I am your mother!"

"Oh! You're my mother?" nagbago kana, i don't even know you..

gusto kong isigaw but it'd be useless. As if it'd change a thing!

i went downstairs

in this world full of people, how unlucky i am to be not understood by the people who surrounds me. Bakit sa dami ng tao, sa dami ng magagandang lugar, I am stuck with this kind of life? Why do I always have to do things na labag sa loob ko? When will I have the freedom?

She knows that I hate Visitors. Coz they're all form of Strangers. But look, I am no exception. She commands as what she wants. All my life, all i did was to follow her.

But our relationship is long bruised. I don't think it'd be fixed.

with pure hesitation, nauna akong naglakad sakanya. Ano pa nga bang magagawa ko, right?

I went downstairs . Stared at the crowd of visitors.

Okay, Zei, ngayon lang 'to.

Mom approached me out of nowhere.

New drama again, Mom?

She smiled. Note that it's super wide. And oh, it's sarcastic!

"Hija, this is Maria Emilliana. She's from the Shipping Lines." Mom said that made me turn at the woman which I guess in her mid-50's.

"Hi, dear!" the woman smiled and looked at me then made a face which made me uncomfortable. How sarcastic! Meh! She's got that approachable looks, but she's bish!

Judgemental na ba ako if I don't have the feeling of inconvenience towards a person? Hell, I'm used to socializing more before! Pero what happened? Pag na attach kana bigla nalang mawawala! Kung kailan na attach ka na, saka naman kayo paghihiwalayin. Cruel world!

I honestly can't understand myself. I hated everything and even everyone since that day.

I rolled my eyes and walked away. Impudent na kung impudent. Idc though. My mom? Hell, alam ko naman na she only talks to me nice kasi there's these visitors. I don't expect much from her. Since then, she keeps on disappointing me. I'm used to it naman na e. I know na pag wala na sila, back to normal. Back to being invisible. Great, isn't it!

I heard Mom apologize to that woman.

Why is it so easy for you to apologize to others, but never did to your daughter?

As I'm about to leave the place, someone called me. Sino na nga ba' to?

Wearing a somewhat black nude dress partnered with a stilletos, she's quite shining. And note that she's with her another fling again. We're not really close though. But because she's so feeling close, some misunderstood that were friends and such daw. I don't even remember things that we've done together daw when I was in pre-school. Sabi niya, were close daw and such. That we used to hang out when were kiddos daw. Tapos maybe I can't remember her because we only see each other few times saka bata pa daw ako noon. Natatawa nalang ako coz she's making me like may amnesia ako. Even though I can clearly remember my childhood memories where in fact, she's not part of it! Dikit lang siya ng diit sakin for fame. She's one of those kemerut social climber bitches. Oops. Mybad.