❗this story have very sad topics like child abuse attempt suicide and talk about suicide❗ (and sorry but this story is all sad but i will right something happier next chapter promise -w- 👍oh a p.s dont worry i am ok i just thought that this is what sal would do well you will see enjoy)
~Sal's pov~ I was waiting in the elevator i didn't want to go back to my apartment not because it's bad or anything but because of..my dad a light ding telling my to get the fuck out broke my out of my thoughts i started moving out of the elevator then hesitantly stopped then walked out i walked to my apartment door and *sigh* good ol'l 402 i opened the door then
*SLAP*
A sharp pain grow on my face..from my dad hiting my face where the fuck were you you little shit he angrily grownd i-i was at Larry's apartment i timidly said uhh why do you consider hanging around that pot head he is gannan do nothing but drag you down he was really close to my face and i can smell the alcohol so i know he is drunk b-but he's no-
*PUNCH*
I hit the wall shut the fuck up boy Your probably fucking him to he said basically waddling to the kitchen counter b-but were not then my neack felt kinda itchy and with out knowing i itched it i look down at my hand fuck fuck fuck i though as i saw the make up that Lisa put on my neck to cover Larry's dumbness my glanced over at me and i knew he saw my neck shit...what is that on you'er neck w-what i said... WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT ON YOUR NECK he yelled and grabbed a knife fuck i ran grabbed gizmo and ran to my room as dad was chasing me he cut the side of my arm shit i got to my room and locked the door i looked at my hand gizmo scratched it pretty good and then i looked at my arm the whole side of my shirt was soaked in deep red crimson blood s-shit i quitly mumbled i can hear my dad banging on the door the i hear him crying i feel pitty i know he hurts me but he's still my dad and i love him i hear him plop on the couch i exhale a deep breath of reilf i went to my closet and pulled the first aid took off my shirt and was about to bandage up my arm till the bandage rolled onder my bed i bent down to pick it up and while i saw the little black box that i put there about 10 months ago my eyes felt up with tiers and my mind fulled up with flash backs of the reason i put the box there in the first place
*flash back*
I wash running home travis had did another awful thing to me (this moment happened before the thing with ash) i was crying i ran to the elevator i pound the 4th floor button so hard that i cute my hand open but i was so upset that i didn't even care about my hand or about im mr Addison was going to yell at me the elevator hit my floor i ran out almost triping i opened the door and ran to my room and locked the door not caring to shut the front door or even my dad yelling at me i fell to the floor ripped off my prostec tiers stream down my face i saw the closet door open the anonymous rope laying i crawl to it i grabbed it and tied it in a noise think that to day i should finally do no one will miss me any way hell i don't think larry will even miss me it's funny how i think larry will ever love me i cried with a smile on my face then a loud static broken my thoughs
(L-hay sally face wanna come down im bored and i want to paint something and your a something so do ya)
(S-h-hay larry face ya sure be there in 10)
(L-ok see ya sally face and were something pretty alright blue)
My face blushed at the nick name
(S-whatever fuck head see ya)
(L- see ya)
Then the static stopped i sighed and look at the knot i made put in a box brushed my messy hair and went to Larry's damn you larry jonson you don't know but you save my life
End of flash back
I blushed at this thought i bandage my arm got in to some PJ's witch was his boxers and one of Larry's shirts i can't see him so this is the next best thing i guess i layed on my bed huged my pillow and sniffed Larry's shirt and remember that i have school tomorrow shit i though and slowly fell asleep
(Larry's pov)
I was sitting on my bed drawing a picture of my blue haird lover
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(Sorry it's bad oh and that it's upside down lol >~<)
*Buzz*
I look at my phone it was ash
(A- hay larry can you meet me at the park we need to talk)
(L-Yeah sure ash what about)
(A-i Will tell you when you get here ok)
(L-ok see ya in ten bye)
(A-see ya then dumb ass)
I checked the time hole shit it's 2am well my mom is going to be pissed if i left.....then i put on my shoues and left ( you Savage bitch) i ment ash at the park hay ash whats wrong i said while lighting a cigarette she sighed my parents are fighting again and i told them that i didn't want to deal with their shit and left she said wow ash that sounds tough i said while blowing out the dark grey smoke na it really isn't at least i didn't come out to them yet she sighed taking a hit off the lit cigarette hay larry ya ash how did you come out to your mom as pan i mean im not pan but it mite help she asked well don't tell sal but two years ago before i knew sal even was a person that existed in the world i had a crush on this one boy and i thought i was just gay then i told the boy i liked him he said he didn't like guys and im ok with it sens me said it kindly and not be dick a about it either then i had moved on because well i was 13 and stupid and i had a crush on a girl then i was cut off witch one ash asked you Morgan short light green mint hair always wear those pink overalls i answered really that one that hang around shyian and travis's little gang isn't she a bitch ash asked ya she was when she turned me down i said taking a drag on my cigarette dame larry sorry for you ash said na it's fine i got my reviving i said omg how she excitedly asked you know how she found a backet of snakes in her locker and one crawled in her hair i said with a grin that wah you she said yep ha ha well anyway i thought i was just bi but then last year is when it hit me that i was pan i said why ash asked well before sall came our school i had a crush on the only trans boy in our school Phillip or should i say patty sens that is his or i mean her name now and when he came out to the whole school is when i had a crush on him and that is how i knew i was pan but then i didn't had a crush on him i said why ash asked because..of sal i said while blushing aw i want my own lover ash cryid don't worry one day you'll find your own lover i said with a playful grin ya sure whatever Larry she said while laghing ok well im going home i said bye larry bye ash And i walked home
(Hay sorry that this is really sad and i will Wright a more happyer one next time well gtg bye love you)
