First Love

Regret

 Dante's POV

When I get home everything I silent. I'm prepared for the worst. As I reach the stairs I try to move as slowly as possible but when I begin to step onto the second step it creaks loud as fuck. I mentally curse at myself for not being more careful. When I reach the top I'm greeted by an angry and scary-looking person no other than my short-tempered mom.

"I-I can explain!" I say trying to save some time before I get the shit beaten out of me.

"I'm waiting," she says looking very impatient.

"U-Uh ok, so I went to an arcade with a friend and after that, we went back to his house and I lost track of time honest," I say hoping she bought it. It was practically the truth minus the kissing and...other stuff.

"Just don't let it happen again," she says walking away still looking disappointed.

I sigh in relief because if she found out I did more than just spend the night I'd be a dead man. I'm just glad I didn't get beat. I make my way to my room and grab my towel to take a shower

The next morning I was scared to face Damien after such a night. I'm sure it wouldn't be that bad. 

Once I got to school I didn't see Jordan and Damien at the entrance like last time. I tried to find him so I went to his locker but he wasn't there. I assumed he was just running late so I just waited till' the bell rang and went to class. It's been at least 40 minutes since school started and I haven't seen him at all. I'm starting to wonder if he's avoiding me or if he didn't want to see me. Did I do something wrong? Maybe he doesn't like me anymore. Fuck, I don't know what to do. Maybe I should text him.

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Now I'm starting to get worried. 

  Damien's POV      

I have no clue how I'm supposed to confront him today. I can't just act normally after I did that with Jordan. I can't believe I did that. I wonder if he'll forgive me if I told him. 

I shouldn't go in today. I can't bear to face him I'd be too guilty. He'll know something is up if I start acting distant. I shouldn't have done that, I'm a piece of shit. He's so innocent too and I'm sure that was his first time as well. 

Fuck it, I'm going to school. 

Dam- On my way.                                         

Once I got to school I had a feeling like everyone's eyes were on me. I feel so guilty right now. It wasn't my fault he was literally seducing me. It's not like Dante and I are in a relationship or anything I just feel like I shouldn't have kissed him.

 I walk into my current class late as the teacher looks at me with a confused expression. I was very late like I shouldn't have turned up in the first place but I wanted to see Dante. I wanted to apologize for what I did and I just hope he'll forgive me. 

The teacher didn't even bother to say anything because I only had about 15 minutes of class left and the classes are usually an hour long. I sit down next to Dante as he looks at me. 

"Why're you so late?" he whispers trying to not annoy the teacher.

"I ran into some trouble." 

"Which means?" he says looking at me like I'm an idiot. 

"Which means I ran into some trouble, okay?" I lash out sounding way harsher than I meant it to. He stayed quiet looking hurt. 'Fuck.' I thought to myself. 

After the class was over he grabs his bookbag and rushes down to the door almost stomping out without a word. I feel even worse than before. I keep messing things up.

I saw him go to the bathroom and decided to follow him. I guess he didn't hear me come in because shortly after he started sobbing. I start walking towards the stall and he hears the footsteps and tries to pull himself together before speaking. 

"What do you want?" he says with a raspy voice.

"I was just checking up on you, I didn't mean to lash out like that I just need to talk to you about something," I say sounding apologetic. Shortly after he opens the door to let me in. I walk in and lock the bathroom stall as I lean against it looking him in his eye. He looks up then immediately looks down at the tiled bathroom floor. At that moment I knew I could never hurt him again. He's too innocent. I clear my throat before speaking.

"I don't really know how to say this but I fucked up."

He looks back up at me with tear-ridden eyes. I couldn't help but look away. I can't look at him and say this I'm already hurting enough as it is. 

"I was going to the mall and Jordan was there. I walked up to him and he started flirting with me. Obviously I didn't notice how close he'd gotten to me or I wouldn't have let it happen but he kissed me and that was all." I said not able to look him in his eyes. 

When I did meet his eyes, my heart broke. There were tears flowing out of his eyes as he looked up at me. 

"Why?" he said sounding like he was about to break down.

 "It didn't mean anything I swear. He was literally grinding on me it wasn't my fault."

"So it wasn't your fault that you put your lips on his? It's not even that bad it's not like we were in a relationship or anything. At least be a man about it and stop playing the victim." he said looking at me with sadness and anger in his eyes.

I looked down not knowing what to say. I cupped his chin and looked him in his eye but he pushed me away. He unlocked the stall and walked out. I followed him making sure he didn't do anything crazy. He walked right up to Jordan and slapped the shit out of him. I was beyond shocked. 

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