~Reconnection cont.~
As you lay in bed looking at Namjoon snoring softly, you can't help but wonder...
What happens when he has to go back to Seoul?
Where will that leave?
Is this all just too good to be true?
He sleepily turns over and puts his arm across your stomach, and opens his eyes... looking at you like no has ever before...
"How'd you sleep?"
He asks kissing your shoulder..
"I slept like a rock."
You say, giggling slightly..
"Can I make you breakfast?"
Joonie asks getting up from the bed and walking to the kitchen.
"Help yourself to anything in the fridge, I'm going to take a shower."
You just stand in the shower, the hot water running down your face... your mind going a million miles an hour. You hate that your mind instantly focuses on the worst case scenario, making your anxiety go nuts.
You've had the shittist luck with relationships, you just seem to screw them up after a few months..
As you finish in the shower, your phone starts ringing...
*incoming call from R <3*
"Hey bitch, how was your date last night?!"
"It was... really amazing."
".....That's it? No dirty details?!"
"Well, we came back to the apartment for dinner... but we had sex instead..."
You can't see R's face but you know she's flipping out
"HOLY SHIT REALLY!?! How was it?!"
"You know in those romantic movies where is in slow-mo, and everything is perfect? It was also really hot."
"Aww!! Hun! I love how cheesy you are!"
"Yeah, but now my brain is killing me...."
You've told R about past relationships problems in detail, so it's not new to her.
"Oh no babe, I know you've had shitty things in the past... but, Namjoon is different."
"But how do you know? There's so many things that could go wrong and wreck this.. like him going back home?! I can't lose him, I've never felt like this before!"
You start crying softly trying not to let Namjoon hear you from the kitchen.
"I don't know for sure, but... the way he looks at you, like you're the only one on earth.. I want someone to look at me like that one day."
"Yeah... I'm just scared.."
"I know you are, but just talk to him, be honest with him.. you can't have a good relationship with out honest communication. I'm sure he's feeling some of the same things you are."
"You're right.. like always, I'm glad you're my best friend."
"Damn straight, who else would deal with your weirdness?"
You laugh loudly and wipe the tears off your cheeks.
"I should go, Joon is making me breakfast."
"Ooo, go get your man! I'll talk to you later, love you hoe!"
Before you can hang-up, there's a knock at the door. You walk over and open it to see Namjoon standing with tears in his eyes..
"Woah, what happened?!"
"I'm sorry I made you worry about the future... I heard you talking to R..."
"No, I'm sorry, I have no reason to be thinking those things..."
Namjoon looks down at the ground tears slowing running down his face. You put your hands on his cheeks wiping the tears away.
"Hey, look at me..."
You say putting your hands on his face.
"I know these are legitimate questions that someday we'll have to answer, but I love you more than I have the words... I would hitchhike across the country to visit you, I would go to hell and back to spend one more day with you. I love you, I know we can make it through anything."
He looks down at me with longing on his face...
"When I first saw you at the concert, I knew I had to know you... it was love at first sight... I love you so much Y/N."
He wraps his arms around me and kisses me.
After breakfast you both cuddle on the couch watching food network. A few hours later R calls and invites you to a club for tonight.
"Hey Hoe, I wanna properly meet president Namjoon. Because it seems way more serious now that you did the dirty and all. And no matter who he is and were his fine ass comes from, he still must be approved by me. Also you are my gate way to meeting the rest. So help a bitch."
~9pm~
You, Namjoon and R walk into the crowded club and go to a table. You go to the bar to get drinks.
R turns to Namjoon with a slight glare on her face..
"Y/N is my best friend, if you hurt her, I will kill you. That said, you two seem fucking perfect together, just be warned."
"I'm glad she has a such an amazing best friend looking out for her. And if I ever do anything to hurt her, I'll let you kill me, because there'd be something seriously wrong with me if I wanted to hurt her."
R smiles and playfully slaps his arm,
"I approve... almost!"
Joonie laughs loudly. You come back to the table with 3 mojitos.
"Lets party!"
The goes on filled with dancing, laughter, alcohol! Finally at 2am you all go back to you apartment and crash.
Right before R crashes on the couch, as you were pulling a blanket on her she sleepily says,
"I approve of Namjoon by the way....."
Than starts snoring..
