Attracted to my friend

love or lust

sorry I haven't been able to post a little bit I've done more chapters in one day and there seems to be a glitch in the system where it's not letting me post any of my other chapters also there's a hint of smut/fluff in this so if u don't like that feel free to skip this chapter (this is a very very Long one guys😂)

Elle's POV
We had just finished the movie it was pretty good but I needed a drink so we came here
We walk into the dark bar and see people dancing all over the place I look up and see this guy singing obviously he can't sing because people are throwing stuff at him I miss this I miss going out and having fun I miss having a life so I looked you in the eyes and ask him if he wants to dance he nods and says yes so we go out onto the dance floor and start dancing I feel bad because I don't know how to dance and apparently doing so I tell him that I can't dance and all I do is Step On His Feet I really should dance more I love it.

Dean looks me right in the eyes and says "Elle I.....I..love you" I'm taking back by his words I never once expected to hear out of all people dean Winchester "dean.......i.....I love you too" I get up to the stage and start singing my favorite song "carry on my wayward son"

After I was done singing the song I got down and went to dean I sat down. Dean looked at me and said, "will you be my girl, Elle?"
"Of course dean I would love to!!!!"
I pulled dean in and we kissed it was amazing as we pulled away I could tell we were both out of breath I looked at dean with a completely straight face and said "you're so getting laid tonight"

We went back to the bunker and Dean asked if I could stay with him in his room tonight I said yes and with that we went to his room I got into one of his flannels and a pair of underwear as I went to bend over to get my stuff dean slapped my ass as hard as he could I yelped and I could feel deans eyes on me I walked up to him seductively and kissed his jawline down to his neck I heard a moan and I knew I hit his sweet spot his moans where kind of like a deep throaty sound. he put his hands on my but and motioned for me to jump up so I did I gave dean a little live bite as he did the same to me I always loved that not that I'm trashy but it just felt good dean didn't seem like the type of person to claim someone but boy he was he had told me that Sam wouldn't be back that he was out with his wife drinking I could help but moan as he kissed down my neck I could feel him smile against my neck and it tickled I tried to giggle but all I could do was laugh I'm very very ticklish as I ran my fingers threw his golden brown hair I could feel him tug at the hem of my shirt I took my shirt of to reveel a hot red lacy bra dean ripped his shirt of as he said "I love you" he began kissing down my chest *another moan* I try so hard not to but I always fail dean stops and looks down at my eyes and says " why cant you just be yourself around me font fake it if were going this I want it to be real" I lived dean I really did but I didn't think I could go through with it
"Dean .....i... Don't know if I can do this in afraid...afraid it will hurt
" its OK baby I won't hurt you"
And with that, he continued I font remember much must've dozed off but I remember loving him and I really did hurt in the morning but it was worth ❤️❤️❤️don't remember what I told Dean last night but I do remember talking about my past I told dean about my family and everything that had happened so I guess I don't need to dwell on it anymore I loved dean but I had a feeling he didn't love me back I didn't want to hurt him because I could never hurt him ever I want what we have to stay.

I just stepped out of my bedroom and was walking towards the kitchen I see Dean working on something I'm not sure what he was working on but he was working on something I walk up to him and tell him I'm sorry for dwelling on what I told him last night he asks me why I shut everybody out and I tell him because I can't trust anybody and with that I saw a pained look in his eyes like he wanted to cry but Dean Winchester doesn't cry .

I needed to take a shower before me and dean hung out today I was excited because ive  wanted to hang out with him for a while I walk to my room and get clothes to change into after my shower as I got ready I found it weird that the boys hadn't gone on a hunt in a few days I Wondered if its because of the whole Satan thing but then again they said they "handled" it whatever that means I shiverd at the thought of the devil my past was really deep and he was in it

As I got ready for the shower I heard a bang I walk out and saw dean lying on the floor I look at him with a concerned look on my face as I hear a bang behind me I turn around to see Lucifer

"What do you want lucy"
    "Isn't it obvious I want you to come with me"
"I told you lucy my love for you died when you tried to turn me and when you killed our parents"
   "So you would rather be with these....these scumbags than your own brother?"
"These people by the way luc that's what these called are more family than you will ever be".

DEANS POV
When Ellie came out from the bathroom she asked I'd I wanted to hag out more today so I said yes as Elle went to go get in the shower I heard a bang and went to go check it out as soon as I turned the corner I felt a sharp pain in my head and then I was out I took a few minutes but I heard Elle's voice and.....Lucifer's? She was calling him Lucy and said that he tried to turn her I was confused so I faked sleep then Lucifer said something he said: " you would rather be here with these....these scumbags than your own brother?"
I was shocked why didn't she tell us she had a brother and it was Lucifer I don't understand as soon as I open my eyes I saw Elle glowing red eyes and I mean GLOWING

I

couldnt believe it the girl I loved was like the devil....... She dropped her guard when she saw me just long enough for Lucifer's to hit her she winked at me and walked up to Lucifer's put her arms around his neck whispered something in his ear and then he just....just dropped like fell asleep drooped. Like took to many Benadryl dropped