Attracted to my friend

in the beginning

so where'd ya come from " dean asked expecting  a happy apple pie answer "had a whore for a mother and an abusive drunk  for a father " Sam looked at Dean with a pained look in his eyes  dean looked at me like I was a hurt puppy that was kicked too many times like he felt sorry "so all those accidents weren't actually accidents ? Why did you not  tell us sooner"

Sam asked noticing all the weird stuff I did like keeping at least 3 feet away from him and dean " wasn't important still ain't" as I walked away not wanting to continue...

Two days later

"Dear diary, dean and Sam went on a hunt so I'm at the bunker alone well with has  gone too and ketch missing I'm here anyway I don't know if I've mentioned it but dean is steamy and Sam is freaking tall he helps me reach the top shelf  cause I'm to short anyway its pretty late I gotta head to bed"

6 hours later

I hear banging in the kitchen as I start to eagerly wake up Sam and Dean won't be home for a few day's to I go out with the colt to see who's there dean left it for me in case something happens I walk out like how police walk out I did police training a while back and I see a body so I wrestle it to the ground I must have done something wrong because I ended on the ground I look up at dean on top of me and he says "I guess your outta practice Ellie" I kick him in the balls and roll him over so I'm on top he then says " never mind I was wrong" I say " whatcha guys doing here I thought u weren't gonna be here for another week" Sam says " the whole thing was just a lady that thought she had demons in her house...... It was just mice" I start to giggle dean rolls his eyes and Sam walks away to take a shower leaving me and dean alone... I star at his big emerald green eyes the greenest things you all ever see❤️❤️ he's cut up all over from the djin they saw in North Carolina "the got you pretty bad huh..."

Wh..what. Oh ya the djin ya they almost had us" deans POV "she has these violet eyes that are the most beautiful things I've ever seen her body couldn't even compare she's so gorgeous she had this pitch black hair and tan toupe skin like she was fresh from pannamah city she is just amazing I rub the back of my neck nervously as if I was 16 again" Ellie walks up to me and touches my face wherein cut up and says "hold on I'm gonna clean Y'all up " as walks in the bunker its the first time I've met him he says "hi Ellie" "but you don't know me" I say "I know your a dream walker and can hear everyone's thoughts" I sit there with my mouth wide open as Sam walks out in his PJs and he says "did I just hear that right? You can read thoughts and you're a dream walker ?" "Sam dean let me explain please just sit down and I'll tell you everything I promise"

Sam and Dean sit down at the table and Ellie started talking

" I was 12 when I first started dream walking I tried to tell my parent but they wouldn't listen she said I won't be having a freak in my house so drop it, of course, she was drunk when she was talking to me so that never helped... I was 16 when I first read a mind it was my first boyfriend  Tyler roads... "That dougebag really Elle," Dean says angrily. Ellie continued "ya I was talking to him about the prom and I could see his thought's he was gonna  break up with me as soon as I told him I was a dream walker that was before I went with dean" "I remember that I had a lot of fun the after party was fun to.....ow what the hell why did you kick m....."

"Shut up 😬" "any way after that night my mom kicked me out because the schools called her and told had I was unstable and I was freaking me out"  so ya that's how I found out I wasn't normal I didn't tell you guys to cause your hunters  so kill me if you need to.... Or I'll leave and never see u again your choice ... "No Ellie was not going to kill you your family and you're not leaving we could use you on hunts; all right sam says imma hit the hay is exhausted. Sam once again leave me and dean alone and has gone Back to heaven.

" dean sit down I'm cleaning your face"

"No Ellie I'm fi-" "sit down now"

Ellie's pov--- as I start cleaning dean's face I notice his eyes. Look like their in pain and I see a single tear trickling down his face I stop cleaning his wound and wipe his tear. His eyes are red and puffy now he starts crying but not like an upset teenager that didn't win prom queen it was like a silent hero that lost everything

I kiss him because I can't stand to watch him cry he was reluctant at first but not even seconds later he kissed me back it kinda shocked me thinking that this human that had been through so much pain could love anything its almost depressing how he can still move on and not crumble to the ground around him dean and I have something in common were both broken we were always good even whenever he was a lying player he was not like that with me ..."

Deans POV : she was cleaning my face and then I started to cry I didn't mean to I hate crying it just isn't me she wipes my tear and looks at me for a minute but out of no where she kisses me it strange because eve highschool when I tried to hurt her I couldn't she was always their I was reluctant and trying to pull away but she overcame me it was like I surrendered my will and I could not get it back it was amazing me and her were too much alike to not be together..... I think I love her just then Ellie came out and asked if I wanted to see a movie with her then get a drink afterwards so I nodes yes and we parted our separate ways