A penny for my thoughts.

Just tired.

Do you ever get tired of someone? You love them but you are just so damn tired. Especially when it comes down to trust issues. When your partner suddenly starts acting all weird and all your left with is that weird feeling in your gut. You are so tired that you are ready for the pain of separation. The sex just feels like making a porno. You tried to find the feelings but now you just want to finish, What was once a cosmic blast is now a race to primal satisfaction and nothing more. When you start feeling the chess pieces move on the board. You realize no matter how it ends you are still a queen. When they don't call back and you are actually still alive. When they distance themselves and you realize that you can still breath. When they are not around and you realize, damn now there is more space for my shine. You realize that starting to see yourself in their eyes only blocked the mirror. Now you can see the magnificent creature of light and beauty that you are. Yes. they left scars but those are also beautiful. The heart is a little heavy and a little lonely but life is so full. You can now experience everything with no worries or fear. You realize you are a motherfucking queen with all authority over your body,emotions and space. Some people know your worth so they hold on to you just cause but they do not cherish it. Get out of that toxic hell hole and spread your wings. They were just cramping your style.