I'm crying...
Infront of this damn computer
Damn!
I opened his facebook account, wishing that he still don't change his password. I smiled secretly, "Hindi pa rin pala niya 'to pinapalitan", I said to myself
I immediately went off to see his messages and the first thing I saw is THEIR conversation, and then after that is OURS.
Tulog na po ako...:(
Ay :( gudnyt.
Ok. Tulog ka na ...:)
Kaw muna... <3
okay, sabay tau <3
sge sge , goodnight <3
nyt <3
I smiled...bitterly. How could he? Dati sa kin niya 'yun sinasabi, and now?
I just went again to my own account instead of seeing their super mega sweet and romantic convey. Ugh! Super annoying
Days had passed...
Wala na talaga
He just shut me out. The nerve!
Everyday nag iisip ako ng magandang topic for us, pero parang siya...tamad na tamad na makipag usap sakin. Ibang-iba na talaga
Usually, every night before we fall asleep, we had this convey na hindi matapos tapos
"Mauna ka na matulog, saka ako mag aout", he always say that ang I really find it cute
Pero ngayon, ni Hi ni Ho, WALA. I'm expecting but nothing happens
I texted him a lot of times, ginagamit ko pa nga ang Pag-g-giem pero ang totoo, I only send it him, just to make him feel that I'm still alive but B*llsh*t, WALA! Mabuti pa ang balance inquiry eh.
And then I heard this song entitled 'Say Something", that hit me...Maybe, I just needed some damn closure for us
Well, wala namang namamagitan sa'min but still, I wanted to have closure just for my little organ's sake
It's monday already and I'm here at OUR room, and yes! We're classmates and everytime I see him in our room, Ugh! he always ignore me for how many times
"Okay class, Dismissed" I heared my prof said. I guess, my waiting is over
"Hey" I called him out, kami na lang nasa classroom. Hinintay ko kasi muna lumabas ang lahat and good thing, siya nagtapon ng basura
He looked at me, with his eyes so cold....I can't feel the love na dati kong nakikita whenever I look at him
Bumuntong hininga muna siya, "What now?" he said in a bored tone
Hindi ko na alam, basta bigla na lang akong nagalit sa kanya, how dare he?
"ANONG WHAT NOW? ARE YOU SERIOUS?" I yelled with so much frustration
"TA*NA! ANO BA GUSTO MO HA?!" sigaw niya pabalik sakin, he never raise his voice on me, ngayon lang
Nakakatakot siya
"S-some D*mn thing called Closure" I said as if my voice is shaking
"Closure, haha, nagpapatawa ka ba?! Meron bang tayo?" mahinahon mong sabi habang tumatawa, and thats it...I slapped him
"Eh G*ago ka pala eh.,may pa forever forever ka pa, F*uck!" lumabas na 'yung mga luha ko, I don't deserve this
"Fine! If you want closure, ok" sabi niya, "Faye, wala na...wala na eh. Siguro, nagsawa na ako--" hindi ko siya pinatapos
"No, Ako nagsawa sayo. Ako ang umaayaw.And its a great time having a closure with you, Mr. Manzadanez" i said before I turn my back on him...as*hole
Happiness. Happiness filled me. Ansaya pala pag nakuha mo na 'yung gusto mo
All this time, Closure lang pala ang kailangan ko. And now it's time for me to...
... move on
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Maikli lang 'to. Biglang nag pop-out sa utak ko before I sleep XD
Haha, Idunno kung bakit ko siya pinublish? I guess, I can feel na nangyayare na siya...hahaha:)
Thanks sa nagbasa :)
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