Incredible - Five x Reader (Umbrella Academy)

Chapter VIIII - He

„It's okay. I can tell you what I know.", she insured and looked to Klaus. I tapped with my index finger on the table and took some of the coffee. Klaus laid down on the table and watched her interested.

"I remember that one world. Fire and chaos ruled. At the beginning there were no plant, no life. But then after a while I remember a feeling. The creation of something new. The world recovered from all the suffering.", she started and lend back. "But it was terrible. You cannot imagine how it was. Once I stood by a lake. Every fish were dead. It was like a carpet of fishes." "Don't sound that good. Weren't there any other people?", Luther questioned. Y/n looked to him and shook the head. I watched the steam of my coffee flying through the air. Every single piece he saw appeared before his inner eye.

"No one single soul. Expect of him." I lifted my head and followed her next words and her expressions of her face. "Him? Darling, tell us more." Klaus begged. She took a pause. "He was unique. There are no words to describe him. I think without him I hadn't stand all the problems this timeline held ready. Everything was possible with him and even the darkest and coldest night ." Her eyes shone, even as her gaze went into the distance. I did not notice that I was staring at her. Only Allision pinched Luther and made him aware of me.

"Aaand? How does he look your special lover? What was his name?", Klaus teased her. You could see her smile runs away. Sadness took it's place and I could see teardrops in the corner of her eyes. "His name was James and I don't remember any detail how he looked." "Nothing? Not even the hair color? Was he big or small? Or fat?" I turned my head to Klaus. How could he called me fat? Stay calm, I said to myself. Klaus do not know that you are the person.

"No not even that. Nothing. I just remember his name and that he was special." She stared absently in the empty space. "It is like a feeling. Someone I loved and I think still love and really miss but I don't know who he really is and where he his. How he doing or if he is alive. Like a shadow. A ghost." She closed her eyes and shed a tear.

My heart broke as I heard she still loves and miss me. The fact she don't remember me that good and I knew everything let came up tears in my eyes. I teleported me to the door. "Five..?" "It is nothing.", I just replied and teleport me to my room. Two persons who love each other, got that time together but cannot be together because he is a kid. I hit my fist on the cupboard. Looked to Delores.
"Shut up. I cannot tell her the truth. This wouldn't work. Also I have to rescue the world. I haven't the time to take care of my feelings."