Write? Write

I can't

"I boh" as a lifestyle
I do not know what to think
I do not know what
I do not know who
I do not know how to love
I do not know how to hate
I do not know who I am
I do not know who I want to be
But I know for sure
That I can not have faith
How can I not trust
Everything scares me
Or better
Everyone scares me
As if others could have control over me
While my stubborn me to be myself
I do not want to depend on anyone
But unfortunately..
Man depends on society
Whether he wants to admit it or not
I have to live with this company
With these people
insults
Violence
discrimination
Fear
Racism, Homophobia, Xenophobia ...
I can not live with this
I can not live with them
Tell me
I can if I can
do not live