Write? Write

to my love

There are so many parts of you
so damn beautiful parts
I wonder why
you chose me
we have a us
we have our own way
I would like to see you
always see you
see your beauty (I'd like to get you at least a little)
see your beautiful eyes
I'd like to hear you
always feel
to hear your magnificent voice (I would like to try every moment what I feel when you are at my side)
it's so nice to be near you
it's so nice to watch you
your fucking breath that sends me into confusion
your fucking smile
your fucking look
it is you
in you I find everything
everything I need
you are my certainty
the certainty of my life made of uncertainties
that makes sense of my life
in any way
at any time
these absences hurt me
but they are filled
filled with happy moments
from the wonderful things you tell me
I'm so scared
fear because
I feel so small
I feel so lost
but you keep looking for me please
you know everything about me
you're the only one who really knows everything about me
this is worth my trust
I know I'm not good enough
I know I'm not all that you dream
I know I am missing so many opportunities
I know I would like to give you answers to all the questions you ask yourself
I would like to stand by you in the morning
to tell you "hey love good morning"
I would like to be near you in the evening
to give you the goodnight kiss
but we will have to wait
it will be difficult and perhaps unlikely
but it is what I dream of
and now I just wish I had you close
sitting down, my legs on yours, our lips touching, our tongues moving, my hands behind your neck and yours moving closer and closer to you, detaching that damn distance
I always dreamed all this you know?
sometimes you make me so nervous but then you start to miss me
I'm so shy
I tremble
in sad moments I smile
because I just don't like showing myself like that
and then you start trying to make me smile
and when I'm close to you
my desire to want you
increases
I want your eyes looking at me
I want your soft lips to break in mine
I want your language to play with mine
I want your hands tight to mine
I want our bodies to have no distance
I want you so much
please be happy
because you are really my only fucking happiness
in you I find love, passion, peace, family, sincerity ..
I love you so much
I will not run away
I do not want to
I don't want to be without you
I can not
I want to stay in your arms
I want to protect you from pain
from paranoia
and now I fall in love every time you say like the first time
you drive Me crazy
you are mine
and our love is so intense
I'm so crazy about you
I'll stay with you until the end
and tell me that there is a forever
everything revolves around you
you are my world
my love remember that I love you
my love, remember that you are beautiful
oh my fucking and splendid perfection