Love & Lies || H.S.

Chapter 21: Thanks You, Love Sucks

Hey guys it's Monday! Yay! I'm gonna skip all the blah I usually write here I get straight to it. Here it is, chapter 21! x

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Janine's POV

"So I look okay?" I asked Eleanor standing in front the mirror.

"Yes! You look amazing! Harry won't be able to take his hands of you! If he's there, that is." she said, standing behind me.

I spun around to face her and held up my index finger at her. "There better not be any funny business, missy." I said, squinting my eyes at her.

"No I swear! If he's there that's probably typical Harry! I haven't planned anything!" she said, holding up her hands in defense.

"Fine, I'm trusting you, Calder. No funny business." I said, applying a bit more lip gloss.

"And I promise. There's nothing planned." she said, taking the lip gloss from me.

I grabbed my black clutch and took one last look in the mirror. "You ready, El?" I ask, smiling.

"Yeah, let's go." she said, picking up her own clutch.

I was actually quite excited to get out of this flat. I needed to have some fun. I think I deserve it after everything I've been through.

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Harry's POV

I quickly pushed my hands through my hair and shook it out.

From the corner of my eyes, I saw something on my dresser. I turned around and picked it up. It was a small book, quite like a diary. I turned it over, to see Janine written across it in a fancy handwriting, glitter surrounding it. It was her diary.

I ran my hands across the cover, smiling. It flashed through my head, her hazel eyes, her crooked smile, her laugh, everything. I quickly shook my head, scolding myself. 'Harry, snap out of it! It's just one girl, you need to get to that club!' I sighed and looked down the book in my hand. It wouldn't hurt to take a peek. Would it? I went ahead and opened it to the last entry. It was from the day after our date.

Dear Diary,

I love him. So much. After last night, I know he loves me too. I haven't felt like this in a long time and I'm happy I found him or better said, I'm happy he was spying on me. If I ever come across Joey, I'll thank him. Thank him knowing I finally have someone that really loves me. I once said that I wanted to be lost in love, and here I am, never wanting to be found. Harry Styles, thank you for spying on me. Thank you for wanting to listen to me. Thank you for bringing me home. Thank you for loving me. <3 

-Janine xox

I read it over and over again, never wanting to stop. Suddenly, a knock on the door interrupted my thoughts. It was Louis.

"I'm going out. I'll be late." he said coldly before walking away.

I sighed and listened for the slamming of the front door. I put the diary under the my pillow and grabbed the keys to my range rover.

I quickly went down the stairs heading out the door. I sat in the drivers seat and put my head in my hands. Love sucks.

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Okay you don't know how much I cried just writing this chapter. Idk man I just I want a perfect love story. And the song I'm listen to writing this isn't helping at all. Omg I'm such a sad sap. I'm sorry guys. I hope you all enjoyed. There's a lot that's gonna be happening so please hang in there. I love you all so much.  

-Janan