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"haha-ha omg stop lisaaa~"
I chuckled as my fingers worked harder. We ended up on me and.. Jungkook's bed which made her awkward so I started to tickle her. It gave me some melodious laughs from her beautiful lips. I smiled at her, my fingers started to hurt from moving too fast.
"ha-stop-ha-I'll pee-haha-myself-hahahahaha"
I stopped as I laid down besides her, intertwining our fingers as we were there, side to side, both smiling. I looked up at the ceiling. How many nights had I been sleeping like this with jungkook? When did it stop feeling this heavenly? Why didn't I break up? I felt chae turn around and turned towards her, both of us staring into each other's eyes.
"what were you thinking about?"
"you."
She blushed and hit me softly. I let out a whine.
"Seriously though?"
"Just about how to break up with jungkook without breaking his heart.."
A silence took over. I watched as her smile faded and she sat up, staring towards the door with an intense expression.
"I told my brother about you."
I tensed up. She had told me her brother was very strict.
"What did he say?"
"He got happy for me, until he got to know you have a boyfriend. He's upset. He told me that I should set a date."
I sat up beside her as I stared at her pouting face, nervously tapping my fingers on her thigh.
"a date?"
"like two weeks. that you break up with him in two weeks and that we are completely honest with him."
My fingers stopped tapping as I felt worried. Various thoughts and imagines of the situation run through my mind and I admit that I actually pushed these kinds of thoughts or 'chances' aside. I kept him beside me, lying that I've grown used to him but in reality, I was just afraid of the outcome. What would happen to him? To our three years of living together?
What would happen with people around us? His friends that are my friends too? Chaeyoung? Her brother? I felt my brims getting filled with tears as I scrunched into a ball, pulling in my knees and dropping my head into the palms of my hands as I bursted into tears. Was I even sure of my feelings towards rosè? Was I even doing anything I was sure about?
"L-lisa... don't cry~"
Chae spoke sadly as her warm hands caressed my back as I continued sobbing. I felt so wronged. I felt so bad towards my baby jungoo. He did nothing wrong. I would destroy him if he found out. And now having a date to get my shit together freaked me out. I cried until I felt like there was no tears left and never did Chae's caressing and soft words stop.
I looked up at her after a while, staring at her who was closing her eyes. She had tears rolling down her cheeks. I felt my heart scattering at the sight. Her lips were pouting at the same time as "don't cry." "I love you" "we'll be okay" "I'm here" left them. Small glistening tears were rolling down those soft cheeks, making them turn red. Her hair was messy as it was all pulled to her left shoulder, both her hands on my back, moving in a soothing way.
I stopped sobbing as I noticed her eyes fluttering open, her wet long eyelashes blinking twice before she stared at me with red eyes. I felt another tear roll down my cheek as my hands cupped her cheeks.
"I'll break up with him. Give me two weeks."
She nodded as she snuggled her face into my hands.
"I love you"
"I-I love you too"
My hands wiped the tears off her cheeks as we smiled at each other. I would never make her cry because of my anxious thoughts. She brightened up my life. She made me feel this way. This happy feeling. This lovely feeling. I squished her cheeks.
"My baby"
"Yours"
I kissed her lips, pushing her down on the bed. I loved her. Of course. Not a doubt.
- B O R E D -
ugh I'm soft for these two. I'm not siding with Lisa's actions, cheating is in no way okay. vote and comment💘 🍓🍓🍓 -babyjimin
