die or stay alive

chapter 4

 I didnt fall asleep I stayed on watch all night every one needed a got night sleep and  when it hit dawn I went into the kitchen  I started to  make breakfast for everyone and I say lori standing right there.''  good morning  lori. Good morning tori why didnt you not sleep? I kept watch all nigh so everyone else slept. honey dont do that its safe here. I know.'' We made breakfast together and everyone started  to wake up because they smelled breakfast. I was thinking to myself I should make a run by myself and get my other bag of guns and get more food and clothing. It was almost noon and everyone is busy and I grabbed my bag and I started to walk  on the road  and I didnt see anyone following me so thats a good sign .'' Rick have you seen tori anywhere ? No why shane? She isn't here at all I looked all over. Shit where would she go. Lori come here. Whats wrong rick? Have you seen tori or has she been acting weird this morning. I haven't  seen here since this morning. She was acting weird this morning when we were making breakfast. Where would she gone rick? I dont know lori  this isn't her at  all. Maybe she is going back to the camp that we were all at before  she went with the josh guy. That is a good theory  shane. I know rick. I am going to daryl and him and I going out and going to find her and bring her back. Rick bring her  back here. I will lori.'' 

When I  was almost to town I got my second bag of guns and knifes and I put that bag on top of my other bag on my back and I heard a car and I knew who was in the car and I ran into the woods and sat down and watch daryl and rick drive bye. When they were gone I went on a different road to get to the city by dawn I made it the city and I found some food and went inside of an  a house and there were no walkers inside it was cleaned no blood and I could  stay here for  a few days. I saw a car light through a window but it didnt stay for long but I could hear ricks voice but daryl thought I was back at the farm in and rick agreed so they to the farm. This house had a lot of candles hidden for some reason but I took them all out and put them around the house. When I ate  I just went  to bed because I was really tired but I had to keep watch so I didnt sleep.'' Rick , Daryl did you guys find here? We didnt, she wasnt on the road maybe she hid when she saw us in the roads . Maybe daryl . Lori we will go back out there tomorrow but we found a house that  she might be hiding in we can go back out there tonight after we eat. Can you rick, Glenn is freaking out  and he is worried about her. I know he is .''

I saw a car pull up and I heard rick and daryl voice and they called out my name and I opened the door and they came and hugged  me and they told me that they were worried about me even glenn and they needed  me to come home now and I grabbed everything that I got and I had two bags still and  I carried them to the car and we all saw walkers and one of them were josh and I killed him  and  was the man negan and he looked at me and started come over to me but we got in the car quick and we went off as fast as we could and we did not speak at all until we got back to the farm. ''Why did you go off without us knowing tori? Rick if I said something you would've came with me I couldnt let you come with me, going by myself was really important to me I needed some things to clear up in my head and I needed to get something that my put in the ground  before  this it all started he was in jail  but got before this shot started. Tori  dont ever do that to me or glenn he was so worried he started to cry. It wont happen again I promise. Thank you go get something to eat and take a bath and go to bed dont worry about  taking a watch its safe here I promise you.'' I went inside and everyone look at me and glenn came up and hugged me and I took a shower and I never spoke to anyone that night

When I woke up the next morning rick and shane and daryl had a plan they saw me and they asked me to come out with them and I did. '' Whats up guys?  We wanted know if we can build a wall around  the property? You know this is a huge property. I know tori we could build  stuff and it can be a stable  place for us. You can rick . Thank you so much tori. I went back inside  and did my chores I cleaned the dishes and I put the clothes on a line outside in the sun and I git fresh eggs and everyone  was outside doing things like getting water and fire wood and Danny was in his RV  and glenn was keeping watch on top of the RV I stayed inside and I looked in the pantry and I need to make a run to a big store and get more things and I asked daryl if I could go on a run to a store so we can have more food to stock on in the winter time and he gave me a pair if car keys and I knew hoe to drive and that was the great thing. I  got into  the car and carl came up to me. '' Can I come with you? Did you ask your mom? Yes, she is fine with it. Get in , take the front seat. Where are we going tori? We are going to target. Sounds fun can we get some toys so me and sophie can play with?  Sure, We need tp get stock on food so and other supplies anyway.'' We got off the farm and carl turned on some music and we were jamming and we got there in 25 minutes. '' Carl do you know how to use a sword? Yes. Be careful with it its not a toy. I understand tori.''

We went in and this was so cleaned it looked like no walkers was in here carl and I both grabbed to carts and we got  in went the food first and the  house supplies and then the  toys and we needed a few more carts to get more food so we put the things in the car  and went back inside to get more food and we are good for a year. We put the last  things in the car and  we just left the carts right there and started to  go home.'' Rick!!!!! Whats wrong? Where is carl he isn't here? Maybe he is with shane. Shane where is carl?''