die or stay alive

chapter 6

When I was done with that, I was about to leave I heard people to come in and I hid the basket and myself so we wont be found it sounded like more a dozen but I wasnt sure so I radio back to camp no one answered it and I took a chance and ran no one saw me yet, until a little girl. I put my finger on my lip  and told her dont tell any one about me. I ran to my truck and hopped in very quickly. I was relieved and now to publix then target. I was tired of making runs but I do it for the group and I never go any sleep for the past few days because of the buliding. I just want ti take a long nap until im not tired. But they will never let me im on always making runs to make sure we have enough food and the winter  is  coming up soon so I have to gather blankets and a lot of things  so we dont have to go back out  during  winter because it snows a lot. So I grabs the girls things because I were running low and had to get pills and other crap like bandages  etc. When I arrived at publix I took out the list and started to grab it. I had 6 carts full of food for everyone  and I grabbed some kids snacks, when I put everything in the truck I had to got to target to get blankets candles  and more things. 

I wasnt to happy but I made threw the shopping  and I was happy when I  got back home I saw glenn, daryl, shane, danny ,rick and lori waiting on me. When they saw me the came running towards the truck and they all hugged me. Glenn didnt ley go of me for a minute. They carried everything and I told them that I grabbed things for winter I just need to get fuel for the cars so I will be back soon. They all looked at me like im crazy or something." Tori you aren't going back out there you barley came back this time.''  Shane and glenn looked at me with a worried look in  thier eyes. ''Rick im fine I will be back before dinner time I survived by myself without anyone to back me up so I can handle it.'' I didnt look at anyone  I went and got those buckets for gas and I put them on the back on my truck and I  told them that thier is one more bucket of gas left so use it wisely. I started up the truck and left again I know they aren't happy but I made  huge mistakes in this group but they forgave me. i need to pay them back in every way I can. So this is how im  saying thank you. I got gas out of cars in high ways I got over 20 buckets of gas out of cars so im heading back to camp. Im doing everything right  for the group .

it was hard being by myself  when this started I been almost killed when I was with josh  but I  made it. No one can kill me  cause im strong , My family will be so happy on m--------