𝘗𝘓𝘈𝘛𝘌𝘈𝘋𝘖 . ʹˎ‑

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i hate this account

yeah i said it

i hate it

it just doesn't feel like it's doing anything anymore

it was fun with all these aus and the experimenting and stuff

but tbh

these aus are restricting as  f u c k

might have to do the thing

and revert to a normal (ew) spain account

and just

do different au starters

which would absolutely suck because a lot of the rps in the books i have published are nice to look back at

but also

three books

boi

clogging up this account

ugGggh

but i love it

but i   r e a l l y   hate it

plus , trynna juggle argentina as well as three spains (technically four) is just ow

my brain

aneurysm

someone send help , tell me what to do , how to do betteR --

these animals are cheering me up

A N Y W A Y .

i applied for a 3 week scholarship in Milan this evening

boi was that fun

but it means i have a chance to go to the university there and study just straight italian uwu

and and and

there's only 50 places internationally

and and and

my university has sent off 2 students for the past two years successfully

so i am   p r a y i n g .

but i have to be shortlisted by my own uni first . they only send 3 names to Milan , in about 2 weeks , so i have to hope and pray my application was good enough  uwu;

shit is getting   t e n s e   right now .

d a m n .

but but but

if i do get to go i hope i get to make some international friends because ngl you lot -- all from elsewhere in the world -- are precious af and so much nicer to me than my fellow Brits lmaO

h  e   l   p  .