"Sorry, I don't think I can go." I say to Jimin as his smile fell, "Why?" He asked.
"Well, I'm gonna die soon so I can't go." I say while crossing my arms, "So, can't you come before you die?" Jimin asks, "No, only if I don't die then I guess I'll go, but I'm for sure dying soon." I reply.
"I heard your burned your previous home down before this one." Jimin said while looking at my apartment, "Yeah." I replied.
"You have exactly 4 days until I'll be dead, but if I'm still alive after that, then I'll go with you." I say to Jimin.
"But Jin-"
"Tell him I can't make it right now..." I interrupted Jimin while placing my hands on his shoulders. "O-okay." He says while walking off.
I let out a small sigh and go back inside my apartment.
I don't want to talk with anyone right now. My mind isn't focused.
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I ran deep into the forest with the pills secured tightly in my hand, and a rope in the other.
I tied the rope on a tree, and I opened the pills.
I poured them into my hands, and I let out a breath while staring at the pills.
"This is it." I whispered to myself.
I am ready to put the pills in my mouth. I sit down by the tree and stare at the pills in my hands once more.
I just can't do it, but I don't understand why...
I want to do it, but no matter how hard I try, my heart is telling me no.
Tears start welling in my eyes, and I start to question what I'm doing.
I stand up, and drop the pills while leaning on the tree, crying.
Suddenly I hear crunching noises from dried leaves being stepped on, but I don't move because I am not afraid, I won't fight back.
I start to see a figure getting closer and closer.
The figure is almost next to me and I can finally see who it is, "J-Jin?" I say as a grin forms on his face.
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The Mind Of Min Yoongi
FanfictionOnly what goes through Yoongi's mind, how he feels, what he is thinking. Is he sad, mad ,depressed?