The Mind Of Min Yoongi

Four

"Sorry, I don't think I can go." I say to Jimin as his smile fell, "Why?" He asked.

"Well, I'm gonna die soon so I can't go." I say while crossing my arms, "So, can't you come before you die?" Jimin asks, "No, only if I don't die then I guess I'll go, but I'm for sure dying soon." I reply.

"I heard your burned your previous home down before this one." Jimin said while looking at my apartment, "Yeah." I replied.

"You have exactly 4 days until I'll be dead, but if I'm still alive after that, then I'll go with you." I say to Jimin.

"But Jin-"

"Tell him I can't make it right now..." I interrupted Jimin while placing my hands on his shoulders. "O-okay." He says while walking off.

I let out a small sigh and go back inside my apartment.

I don't want to talk with anyone right now. My mind isn't focused.

- - -

I ran deep into the forest with the pills secured tightly in my hand, and a rope in the other.

I tied the rope on a tree, and I opened the pills.

I poured them into my hands, and I let out a breath while staring at the pills.

"This is it." I whispered to myself.

I am ready to put the pills in my mouth. I sit down by the tree and stare at the pills in my hands once more.

I just can't do it, but I don't understand why...

I want to do it, but no matter how hard I try, my heart is telling me no.

Tears start welling in my eyes, and I start to question what I'm doing.

I stand up, and drop the pills while leaning on the tree, crying.

Suddenly I hear crunching noises from dried leaves being stepped on, but I don't move because I am not afraid, I won't fight back.

I start to see a figure getting closer and closer.

The figure is almost next to me and I can finally see who it is, "J-Jin?" I say as a grin forms on his face.