The Mind Of Min Yoongi

Three

I wake up, more miserable than ever.

I let out a small groan and walked to the kitchen.

Ever since y/n's death, I blame myself. And me and BTS have disbanded because we can no longer continue with her gone.

~Flashback~

I hold her close in my arms, and she begins to cough up blood.

"No! Y/n you can't die now. Don't you dare close your eyes!! Please!" I yell out while grabbing her ring finger and putting a ring on it.

"I love you." I whisper quietly to her as tears fall from my eyes and my voice becomes shaky.

I get no response from her, I shut my eyes and more tears streamed down my face.

~End Of flashback~

I let out a small groan, and I shut my eyes tightly, "Why?"

I'd rather stay in, and away from everything.

If I were to leave my apartment now, the press would put so many things on my name.

After the first time I burned down my apartment, it was on the news, and Jungkook found a way to tell the boys because they all sent me letters in the mail.

I go to my fridge, and grab an apple, I don't have any food in my fridge, my time is coming soon.

I change into a baggy white shirt and black pants with black slide on sandals.

I grab my mouth mask and a hat, and I call a cab to go to my destination.

- - -

We finally make it, and I payed the driver.

I go to y/n's grave and kneel right next it.

I dig a hole next to the spot she's buried in, and I take off my ring placing it in the hole next to her.

I cover the ring with the dirt, "You were mine." I say quietly with a sob.

"I'll come back for you." I whisper to her grave while standing up.

I begin walking away, already calling a cab.

- - -

I'm home now, sitting at the edge of my bed.

I sigh and lay back on my bed.

Then, I hear a knock on my door, I quickly get up, "Y/N!!" I think to myself. But she's... gone. The big smile on my face disappears.

I go to open the door and I see Jimin, and it makes my heart sink so deep.

How did he even find me?! We haven't talked in forever, he smiles and begins talking, "Jin wants us all to get together." Jimin says.

So he found Jin too? Or did Jin find him?