Haikyuu!! My Grand Trash [ oikawa tooru x oc fanfic ]

chapter three: nostalgic train-wreck

"Come here for a bit, I want to talk to you about something"

..crap--

I gulped and started to sweat nervously. Why would sensei want to talk to me, did I do something wrong--
bbut it's my first day so--

"Yen?"

"R-R-Right!!" I replied, my voice cracking. I walked towards her while closing my eyes. I'm not used with this tension.

"Chiharu..Yen?" I gave her a nod.

"Your parents called up.."

Hunh?

"And they told me quite a few stuff about you, Yen.."

What.. where is this going--

"Well.. to put it short, you are.. a boy, am I right?"

..whAT?!

How did-- oh right, my parents.. b-but.. hhHOLD ON!!
Hearing what she said, I quickly looked around to check if anybody else was in the classroom, but seems like it's only sensei and I here in the classroom, that's a relief.

"Don't worry, I wouldn't have call you here for this type of conversation if anybody else was around to hear it."

I had a huge sigh of relief.

"So, Yen, is there any reason you're in that get-up? I mean, yes, your parents have provided me with information about this, but.. is there anything more you want to tell me?..."
"I'm not forcing you to tell me, but do you mind?" She asked me gently. Sensei seems like a very nice person.. but..

I stayed quiet, looking down at the floor. I think my parents told her I'm in this get-up, but probably not the reason why. Maybe they did give her a reason, but somehow, I guess what sensei means is that either it's not enough, or she at least wants to hear something from me,
I appreciate sensei's kindness and help.. but.. I c-can't...
not now..

"I'm not ready.." I quietly muttered, and the following minutes was followed by silence. It was getting kinda awkward.

"..well.." The silence was cut by sensei. "I really don't want to force this out of you now, but be rest assured, if you have any problems or troubles, please, don't hesitate to come and tell me about it." Sensei smiled softly, she had a really beautiful smile to be honest.

A sligt blush appeared on my face as I grinned.

"R-Right!! T-Thank you sensei!" I bowed to her and quickly ran off.

"Ohh, and Yen-san?" I turned to her.

"Your secret's safe with me."

"T-Thank you very much sensei!!" I grinned and bowed to her once again before I ran along downstairs, I need to hurry before the break ends.

--

As I went downstairs, I couldn't stop thinking about me and sensei's conversation. I know she said she wouldn't force me, but..

I thought..I felt.. I could've moved on.. but..
I stopped walking and looked down.

It was just, that day.. starting my first year in high school, I introduced myself--as usual. But..

I clenched my fists.

The things i never expected happened that day..

...

..

"Okay Class! Next to introduce themselves, will be..Chiharu Yen." The teacher announced, and the class quieted down as quick. As I heard my name, I quickly stood up.