Staying away is making it worse

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*Taylor's POV*

Did I like Sam? I was back home but that question has been bothering me this whole time. I guess I have always had feelings for him cause I had known who he was. But I always thought it was a celebrity crush. He's hot that's for sure. And he listened to me. Plus, he was the only one to follow me. And he entered his number. Oh no. This can't be happening. If I like him, I will have to tell him eventually. Besides if I do like him, I can't stay away from him. I crawled into bed and fell asleep.

When I woke up the next morning, I was in a great mood. I pulled on a maroon sweater that read Trespass Sweetly Urged. I paired it up with black vans and some bracelets. I walked down stairs and luckily my parents weren't there. Nothing could spoil this mood. When I got to school, I opened the door and BAM the fabulous mood was spoiled. Walking down the hall was Sammy. Fantastic. I prayed that he wouldn't see me, but of course he did.

"Taylor! How are you?" Sam said.

"Sam, we talked about this. I can't talk to you." I said. He glanced around and pulled my arm (me with it) out the door and around the corner.

"No. You said you didn't want to talk to me cause you were afraid that you might end up liking me." I avoided his eyes when he said that. "Wait, do you like me?"

"I just, I don't know ok? You're perfect when you are so nice, then Ben comes and threatens you. I just I can't help myself. I need you to stay away from me. Now." With that, I turned on my heel and walked back inside.

The rest of my day was horrible. The only good thing that happened was that it was a friday. Which meant I don't have to see Sam! I guess.

"Dude wait up!" Maddie came running towards me. "You're coming to Stevens party right?"

"Probably not." No way I was going to a party.

"Come on you're going! Jacks will be there. Sammy too probably! We can hang with them!"

"Maddie, I'm not going."

"Is it cause Sam's coming?" I nodded. "Come on we can avoid him. You are going. I'll pick you up at six."

I ended up wearing a red top with a leather jacket, leather shorts, and boots. Maddie as always picked me up half an hour later.

"Girl you ready to paaarrrtttyyy?" I laughed. So avoid Sam and all will be ok. We pulled up to the party. It's show time.

I said hi to a couple people, danced and avoided alcohol. A couple guys asked me to dance. They were nice enough until my phone buzzed. It was Sam.

S- I need 2 tell u something. Meet me upstairs

I should not have went. I should go back down. I'm climbing the stairs. I see his back towards me. I walked into the room.

"Sam?"

"Ok just hear me out. I was thinking about what you said, about you having feelings for me. But you never got to listen to what I wanted to say. Taylor, I have feelings for you too."

"Sam stop it."

"All your doing, is this cause you are afraid he's gonna hurt me. I'm pretty strong Tay I can handle myself. Look me in the eyes and say thats not the reason. That you don't like me." I looked up at him and shook my head. He walked closer to me and leaned down to press his lips to mine. I should push him away. I didn't. I just wrapped my arms tighter around him.

"Staying away only made it worse." I whispered into his lips. He smiled in return.

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