Love me please

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*Taylor's POV*

Sam and I sat side by side on the curb. He was tracing my injuries on my arm from the cuts to the bruises.

"How many times?" He asked suddenly.

"What do you mean?"

"How many times did he rape you?" My heart froze.

"Sammy..."

"Tell me."

"Too many times to count."

"Did he use a condom?" He asked shaking slightly.

"Majority yes. This past week, he used it when he wanted to. Wanted to punish me."

"So there is a chance right? That you could be pregnant." I didn't want to but I nodded. He covered his face with his hands and he took a breath in. I wrapped my arms around him and he leaned back against me.

"Taylor, no matter what happens, pregnant or not, I'm staying with you, that can never change." I nodded.

"Sam, I never really made this official, but will you be my boyfriend again? I mean if you want to." He looked at me.

"If I want to?"

"Yeah, I just thought you might not love me anymore since we broke up."

"I will always love you. And whatever made you think that, I just can't believe you would think of me like that." And he leaned in and pressed his lips against mine. I ran my hands through his hair, and he ran his hands down my legs. We sat like that before we were disturbed by Gilinsky yelling.

"What?" Sam said clearly annoyed. Screw that, I am too.

"BEN! Sam, you knocked him unconscious and we were watching him and he woke up and attacked JJ. Come on!" We ran up to the third story and I stifled a gasp when I saw Jack. He was lying in a pool of his own blood, clearly unconscious. Mallory was kneeling next to him holding his hand and crying. I walked to her and held her while Gilinsky and Sam picked him up. She sobbed into me and we walked to the car and got in. They laid JJ on the seat with his head on Mallory's lap as she stroked his hair. I turned to see who was driving and I glared as we made eye contact. Great. Maddie.

I looked over at Sammy who was sitting in the passenger seat. He was staring at his phone looking up directions to the hospital. He directed Maddie. I needed to tell him something that has been bothering me, but now with JJ it's clearly not the best time. We reached the hospital and Sam picked up Jack and walked him in. The rest of us walked slowly, me holding Mallory. When we got inside, I settled Mal down.

"Taylor, can we talk to you?" Maddie said, Gilinsky nodding next to her. I sighed.

"Guys, is now really the best time?"

"If we don't talk to you now, you, yeah we need to talk." I groaned and got up and we went back outside.

"What?"

"Taylor, we... I am so sorry. I was fighting with you cause I was pissed off and my best friend and girlfriend was lying in the hospital. It was painful." Gilinsky said.

"Yeah well, did you imagine what Sam was going through? You told me to kill myself, I left, you guys having no idea where I was going or what I was doing. I know that car accident wasn't your fault, but for three months, Sam and JJ believed it was. I was dead to the world for three months."

"Taylor, we didn't know what you were going to do. No offense but you are kinda off it." Maddie said. Gilinsky tried to quiet her but she was pissed too.

"What? What did you say?"

"Come on Taylor. Cutting yourself? Running off to Ben cause you and Sam broke up? Honestly, it's a good thing you broke up. You two are way too in love. Someday reality is gonna hit you hard and I'm gonna be there when it does laughing. Cause you deserve it." Maddie said. I was ready to murder this bitch.

"What? I practically set you and Gilinsky up. And this is how you treat me? Sorry that you guys don't believe that Sam and I can make this work cause we have."

"Yeah, I'm sure Sam's gonna have a ton of fun landing back in the hospital." I was about to snap back before she pushed me against the wall. I pushed her back and she slapped my face.

"MADDIE!" Gilinsky yelled at her. I gave her a look. I wanted to hit her back, but it wasn't gonna make this situation any easier. I walked back inside.

*Maddie's POV*

She walked back in and Jack faced me.

"What the hell was that?"

"She was making a huge deal out of nothing! She deserved it!"

"The point was to apologize to her. Not give her hell. And it is a huge deal! It's my fault that she left, if I hadn't said anything she wouldn't have been in a car accident. Now I'm going back in to my best friend. When you feel like apologizing, come find me." He turned and walked after Taylor.

*Jack Gilinsky's POV*

Taylor had her head in her lap with Mallory leaning against her. Sam must still be helping JJ. I walked to her.

"Taylor..."

"Don't apologize for Maddie, I don't want to hear it."

"I'm not. I just wanted to tell you, that I am with you and Mallory and JJ and Sam all the way." She looked up and smiled.

"Thank you." as she hugged me.

*Taylor's POV*

I walked into the hallway trying to process what just happened. That wasn't like Maddie to snap, but then, she was always kind of a bitch.

"Hey." I looked up and Sam was walking to me. I hugged him.

"How's Jack?"

"Not so good. He's still unconscious and he has a broken arm and a concussion. But he doesn't need any surgery so that's good."

"Does his parents know?"

"Yeah, I called them already. They are in Florida, so they told me to call them when he wakes up." I nodded. Sam looked around the hall and pulled me outside.

"Taylor, are you ok?" I figured this is my opportunity to tell him. I looked up at his eyes and sat down on the curb. He sat beside me and I took his hand.

"Sam, I need to tell you something."

"That doesn't sound good. Last time you said that, you broke up with me." I laughed.

"Don't worry I'm not. I just...I'm scared."

"Of what?"

"You, your love for me. I...I have never had a boyfriend that has loved me and willing to risk his life not once but twice for me. Or really anyone. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm scared to love you, scared of loosing you." He looked at me shocked.

"Taylor, I am NEVER gonna leave you. I will always be here. Forever and always." I smiled and leaned over and kissed him softly.

"Then can you answer something for me?"

"Of course."

"Why did the police refuse to help you? What did you do?"

AUTHOR'S NOTE
I AM SOOO SORRY FOR SUCH A LONG WAIT! I feel so bad. But this chapter took me a long time to write cause I wanted that perfect lead in for Taylor asking Sam about his police experiencing. I swear I will never put you through this again hahaha

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