sinful

mama..

chris: ....chic? 😍😍😍

*his face turns to googly eyes*

chic: i'm homeeee.. *i smirk & he licks his lips*
chris: mhmmm..

*he looks me up and down then takes my jacket, taking my hand leading me inside. Everything's always so clean in neat here, we could fuck on the floor if we wanted😂*

chris: ...august is gonna kill you..
chic: he might kill you first, then i'll just run...

i smirk and he smirks back. we start kissing. we kiss to the couch and he starts sucking on my neck, whispering and biting my ear. I get wet immediately. The sexual tension between us is unbearable. I can't keep my hands off of him whenever I see him! He pours some coke on my nipples and sucks it off while rubbing my clit softly and sensually. the clothes start coming off, ive always had this crazy attraction towards chris since the day we met. he's sweet, funny, charming, caring & treats me like a goddess.... but he's just my booty call and he'll always be. He just doesn't take anything serious. He can't stay faithful to any girl, i don't blame him...his tats and smile is an automatic bad bitch magnet.

we fuck and smoke a blunt in between each round, his freaky ass sprinkled some coke in it lacing my shit...fuckin addict😂.

I was tapping out like WWE. He made me BEG him to stop telling me he's punishing me for getting caught cheating 😂. I'm literally running away screaming for him to stop😭. he can go all night, it gotta be that white shit for real cus i was DONE😩💦. My kitty is throbbing like a heart beat and leaking...I CANT.

We're laying there and I just wanna see....like could this work? We never talk about some real shit, he's so goofy always tryna make me laugh. I start talking about this crazy life we live out here, how no one will be able to understand but us ... he agrees and I vent a little about what's been going on with August and why I cheated. He's understanding and he's SUCH a good listener and looks HOT AS FUCK when he's doing it. You can tell he's paying attention by the way he nods while making eye contact and responds to me, giving his input. it felt like we were finally having a real conversation. I could fall in love if i was dumb.

Chris: my heart is feeling real heavy over dis August shit...AUGUST IS MY BRO...like from the wound we grew up side by side....it feels fucked up to betray him like this.....don't take this the wrong way but I honestly didn't think he liked you that much. He barely mentions you and talks hella shit on you being a piece of pussy and a crack baby. I mean he speaks about you as if your completely worthless to him *my heart kinda broke..* If I woulda known all of this would've happened I would left you alone shaw..
Chic: ...oh...wow...he doesn't like me...guess he never did...he just wants control over me....it's like he owns me...I'm fucking glad I left!

*chris scratches his head nervously*

Chris: this feels wrong.....I'm fucking up, but it's not like he wants to marry you, y'know? He's just filling time. He doesn't love you...someone who loves you would never treat you that way.
*tears start slipping from my eyes*
Chris: it's hard to resist you though...I know I can treat you way better than he can
chic: ....mhm hmm? All you do is cheat...it's like it turns you on. everything's a fucking joke to you.
Chris: would you rather a cheater or a beater?
Chic: I'm 2 for 2
Chris: shit....I can't argue wit dat😅 but I can tell August doesn't trust me anymore...ive never done something like this to him I feel sick about-

he gets a call, a sharp pain shoots through my body to see its August. he gets up quickly taking it in the other room. I pout...

he comes back and kisses my forehead.

chris: i'll be back when you wake up

he smiles. I don't say anything as I watch him walk out the door....