[COMPLETED] It's my (fucking) Fault!! Kiribaku Fanfiction, An angst

Shitty Hair...

PREVIOUSLY
  "Sir imma have to ask you to-"
  "Make sure he lives or I'll make sure it will an a living hell for you all..."
WARNING
This has some suicidal thoughts, cursing, cutting...YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED
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Bakugo couldn't handle the stress. The thought of losing kirishima forever made him wanna cry. Yes he was crying earlier but he had stopped. Crying isn't fucking manly...so stop fucking crying.....Bakugo thought but saying that only wanted him to cry even more.

Once he got home, his mother Mitsuki was finished making dinner and was going to ask if he wanted some but by the looks of his face she decided not to say anything. Bakugo went to his room and slept...
"No one loves you"
"And no one ever will"
"Everyone hates you"
"I hate myself too..."
"Why would someone even like you?"
"No one will"
"Kirishima is in a coma because of you"
"I'm aware of that..."
"Kirishima could die and it will be your fault"
"I know it's my fault"
"With That attitude no one will hang out with you"
"No one doesn't even like me..."
"Just kill yourself"
"I should kill myself..."
"DIE DIE DIE"
"It should've been you who went into a coma"
"SHUT THE FUCKING UP" he screamed...
His mother ran into the room to see Katsuki (or Bakugo) crying in bed. Bad dream I guess...she thought.
Even though Mitsuki was a lot like Bakugo/Katsuki she did have her soft spots. As she tried to talk to Katsuki, he said to go away. She didn't listen decided to stay.
"Katsuki, what's wrong?" Mitsuki said in the calmest voice she could make.
"Like I said go away" he said
"Just tell me wha-"
"Kirishima's heart stopped beating...they're trying their best I know they are but will they even save him?!"
"Oh...so this is about kirishima..." she said
"It's my fault, he's like this because I was so damn weak...if I wasn't this fucking weak I probably wouldn't be even more of a bitch" He said but emotionally and less loud?
"Katsuki it's not your fault"
"Yes it is so please get out of my room you old hag."
Mitsuki left the room as he said. She said that if he wanted any curry, it would be in the fridge. He replied with a I'll eat it tomorrow...A few hours has passed and since Bakugo was awake he went to go eat the curry. He walked to the kitchen and went to get the curry out of the fridge but when he walked in the kitchen it reminded him of the time he tried to teach kirishima how to cook...all that mess was still there...in Bakugo's mind at least. He went to put the curry in the microwave and waited for it to be ready. Once the curry was ready he grabbed a spoon but a spoon wasn't the only thing he grabbed. When Bakugo walked into his room he forgot all about the picture of him and kirishima until now...he put his food down and picked up the picture..."Shitty hair...forgive me on what I'm going to do..." he gets the knife and went to his bathroom...Bakugo was shaking but he did it anyway. "Dammit that hurts like hell!" By the second blood was everywhere...tears began to fall..."what will happen if people saw this? Would they judge me? Or will they hate me even more?... After a few seconds passed Bakugo was knocked out cold from over doing it...

In the morning he woke up early and realized what he did. He cleaned up the blood and threw the cloth away...it was Saturday ...so he threw on a hoodie and baggy pants and went out to see if they saved kirishima.

Once Bakugo arrived to the hospital he just walked right to Kirishima's room. He tried to go in but the door was locked...
"He will be alright...we did save him but he still hasn't woken up..."
Bakugo turned around to see the doctor that he yelled at yesterday.
"At least he's alive..." Bakugo said.
"Shitty hair..." Bakugo whispers

a/n: I'm tired so imma stop it here. It's short ik...only 724 words ;-; I'll make it longer in the next chapter