[COMPLETED] It's my (fucking) Fault!! Kiribaku Fanfiction, An angst

A Familiar Face....

Sorry I haven't been active...just being busy. Plus I went to comic-con SC Greenville Yesterday and uhh @Aizawa-pillar there's something you won't be pleased with so please don't kill me...yeahh...okay now with the story.....
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PREVIOUSLY
He completely forgot how it was like with Kirishima around...until Kashi showed up. If we're being honest right now Bakugo probably hung out with Kashi because of his actions...just like Kirishima.
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Bakugo woke up from his alarm clock. Another ordinary morning. Wake up, brush dem germs off dem teeth, add a little bit more cuts (wait what? What you doing to yourself Bakugo) then get his uniform on. He went out of his dorm to see Kashi there.
"Let's walk together!"
"Why?"
"Well because...It doesn't matter just come on!"
"Tch, whatever"
As they walk into the classroom together they got a lot of "Ouuuu" but it mostly came from Ashido. Bakugo just told them to shut up. Kashi didn't mind though, he was actually happy that they said that.

When class started, Aizawa told them they were taking quirk tests just to see how they have improved. Kashi went up first.

Kashi's quirk is basically moving objects but if he uses his quirk to much his hands will bruise up. Okay continue

Kashi threw it so that it would go on and on. It was like it was going on forever but soon he stopped.
"1094 meters"
"Yes!"
"Okay Bakugo your turn."
"Pice of cake" he smirked

Bakugo threw the ball with is quirk but this time a bigger blast. It was probably bigger then the explosion he used when he fought Uraraka in the sports festival. He got 7654. Everyone was in aw.

TIME SKIP BECAUSE IM LAZY
After school was over he went to visit kirishima and after a few minutes he held his hand but then he felt something touch him...Kirishima woke up...Bakugo's eyes widened with joy but then...He herd an beeping noise...he woke up...it was just a dream. He was still in bed...6:00 in the morning...
"shit...why can't that dream become fucking reality" he mumbled.
Well he got up and got ready. He found a knife and he wanted to uh you know but something was pulling him back from doing that. He walked out of his room and saw Kashi there.
"Good morning Bakugo!"
"What do you want?"
"I just wanted to you know...walk with ya"
"Tch, Fine do whatever"
So they walked to class and it was like he had déjà vu. Everyone gave them an "ouuuu" and like his dream he just told them to shut up but he also blushed...only a little bit. He glanced at Kashi and it was like he liked it when they said that.  Once class started he just sat in thought. If the same things happened now...will kirishima wake up?

Time skip
He went to Kirishima's room and sat down. He talked to kirishima about his day like all the other times he was there and like always he would feel like he had someone talking back to him. He held his hand hoping that the same thing happened but no...the complete opposite happened. Kirishima...died...The doctors came rushing in trying to save him, they tried to do everything they could do but no...nothing...they couldn't do anything. The doctors told Bakugo what happened and Bakugo filled up with anger but also sadness.
"You failed this time eh?"
"I'm sorry sir but we couldn't-"
"shut the hell up, he's gone now...and-and now I have no one...NO ONE!!!"
"Sir calm down..."
"Me calm down?...CALM DOWN!?!? MY BEST FRIEND JUST FUCKING DIED AND YOUR TELLING ME TO FUCKING CALM DOWN!?!?"
"Imma have to ask you to leave now"
"FINE"

The news spread quickly...it was on the news, it was talked about at UA High, even on the streets. Everyone was talking about it...and Bakugo...well he wanted to die. He didn't see a point is living...he really didn't want to live anymore...he knew it was his fault he's gone...he blamed it on himself...and each day more and more cuts would appear...and every night he would feel a presence like Kirishima was with him...he felt like kirishima was with him every second...Kashi was a huge help with him...but Kashi wasn't satisfied, he needed Bakugo to love him...so he did everything he could do...and soon enough he could tell Bakugo started to fall for him...but he knew it wasn't enough...he knew Bakugo still liked kirishima...

1 month after Kirishima's death
Bakugo still couldn't stop thinking about killing himself...Kashi tried to do everything he could to help Bakugo but it's like something is telling him to...
Later that night
Bakugo gets a text from Sero (I'm sorry for this but yeahhh)

Hey Bakugo
                               What the fuck do you want?
Why did Kirishima die again?
                                                     Fuck You Sero
I'm sorry but what did you say?
           I said fuck you!You trying to piss me off!?
*Sigh* you don't get it Bakugo...
I'm trying to tell you that it's your fault
Kirishima died...you were so weak that
you got yourself captured...AGAIN!!
I don't even know why Kirishima liked you...

Bakugo's eyes widened. His eyes filled with tears...the thought of killing himself echoed in his mind...had everyone really start to hate him?his arm was already filled with cuts...so all he can do is commit suicide. Yes, Bakugo could tell a teacher but what good would they do? He knew it was his fault...So he headed for the rooftop and took his shoes off.
"I'm coming Kirishima..." he said
But before Bakugo could jump he herd a voice...
"Don't do it!!!"
He turned around but saw no one...but then a white figure appeared...it was Kirishima...Bakugo couldn't stop crying...he came up to kirishima and tried to hug him think that he would be able to touch him but all that happened was that his arm went through kirishima...
"Bakugo...please don't jump! Even though I'm gone...I will try to come back to you!"
"Why would you care about me shitty-hair? I'm the reason you died...it's my fucking fault!"
"No it's not...it's my fault for taking those hits...don't blame yourself!!!"
"I-I can't fucking live without you! Do you understand what I'm going through!?!? I'm in this state because of what I did! Not what you did!!
CRING WARNING
"Hey look at me.."
Bakugo looked at kirishima and then he felt Kirishima's lips on his. Bakugo was shocked but he still was in a kiss...Kirishima went back and finally got him to shut up...
"There...that will shut you up...but that's my-my goodbye..."
"Shitty Hair! Please don't go! I still need you to be here with me..."
"I'll be back one day...I'll be here at sunrise in full body okay?"
Bakugo nodded with streams of tears going down his face...

The next day (this is just me with no ideas)
"Okay class today we are going to say a quote or a monologue about something so I'll give you guys time to get it ready." Aizawa said
Everyone was shocked that Aizawa Sensei would say that but they got to work. A few minutes passed and then everyone had theirs. Most of them were about having a good life...some were depressing. Once it was Bakugo's turn he went up and started to speak
"What if when we die the light at the end of the tunnel is the light to another hospital room, there we are born and the only reason you came out crying is because you remembered everything from your past life and you're crying at the fact that you died and lost everything, as you grow you start to forget your past life and focus on the life you have now, but patches of memory stay behind and that memory cause deja vu. Think about that for a second..."
Everyone was shocked...it was so depressing...and it even came out of Bakugo's mouth.

a/n: so that's the end of this chapter...Aizawa-pillar I Sorry.