"Hey, you look gorgeous", he said putting an arm around my shoulder as I looked into the mirror trying to figure out why do people wear white at weddings?
"ah thanks", I smiled
"you, stay away from my girlfriend", a voice came from behind as if somehow my whole body concentrated all my blood in my cheeks.
"are you blushing?, oh my gaawwwwddd, Mint, you are still blushing?? After seven years?", he said and burst into laughter.
"come on Jungkook, I'm not", I defended but in vain.
I could see Yoongi smiling, more like smirking, from the mirror as he wrapped his pale yet so strong arms around me and pecked my cheeks.
"you look like an idiot", he said, which was the best thing he could have said
"you look like a maniac too", i told him and untangled myself from his grip.
"when are you two going to marry?", Namjoon asked coming inside the apartment.
"ugh, um... soon?", I said
"yeah, Mi-sun about that", Yoongi started as i quickly turned towards him.
"yeah?", i asked him
"i dont um... want to get married, i mean its perfect as it is, why to ruin it?", he said
my eyes widened
wth was he talking about never getting married?!
Maybe I heard wrong
"What?" I laughed awkwardly,"did you just say you never wanna-"
"You heard it, right?", He said with his eyes filled with something I couldn't make out.
Am I dreaming? Is he really saying this!?
"You should sit for this", Yoongi told me as I did so
"That's my cue to leave", Jungkook said and rushed to leave the room
Namjoon sat on the couch beside me. Yoongi was standing.
After about 10 Minutes of Yoongi staring at Namjoon, the supposed '140 iq' guy said,"oh yea, Jungkook coming"
Lie
Completely. Seriously this was all he got?
But atleast he was going to go
This conversation private bro
"You know, Jungkook is calling me, kids these days, oh my-"
"JUST GO", I said as he ran out of the room
I diverted my attention back to Yoongi.
"What were you saying? Marriage"
"I dont want to"
"What the heck Yoongi?! Do you know what you are talking about?!" I was getting madder by his every word
This is marriage we are talking about!
We're 24. It's almost time we propose. But I was thinking to wait until we turn 25.
"Care to explain"
He quickly picked up the scissors in front of me and kept them out of my reach.
Come on I wasn't gonna stab him.
Not yet.
"Okay, you know my family has a very bad history of marriages"
"So?"
"My parents got divorced, my grandfather was a single dad, my aunt 's husband ran out on her, and my cousin sister and her husband are really unhappily married. I just-"
"Don't want this for us?"
"Yeah, see its just perfect as it is"
"That's just insecurity, no it's not going to happen with us, we love each other don't we?"
"I do love you baby", he said and took my hands in his which I jerked off.
"Then why are you so unsure about marriage??" I cried out
"Its just..., Marriage never ends good"
"My parents are still together, aren't they?"
"They are an expection"
"We can be too, come on. Imagine living together, being together all the time"
"We can do a live-in?", He offered
"It's not a bad idea but I won't do that if I know that it's never gonna be more than that"
"Come on, I just don't want this to be messed up"
Oh he doesnt want it to be MESSED UP?!?!
"Messed up?! YOU don't want to mess up?! I'm going! Bye!", I yelled in his face and rushed out of the room.
He looked defeated.
He grabbed my hand.
"Give me a break, you rarely ever come home, we don't go on many dates but atleast I was assured we are together but now this?!", I told him
"Don't do this, I just don't want to get married"
"Okay, but Then kids?"
"Oh don't even get me started on that. Why can't we be like this forever?"
I rolled my eyes at Him.
He was taking away my future away.
"Is there anything you want to say now?",I asked him.
"See I love you, really, so so much, but I don't want to get married or have kids. It will just mess us up", his voice was too determined.
"I have to go Yoongi"
"Are you breaking up with me?", He asked.
"Maybe, I dont know!", I yelled at him
"Well I want a girl who understands me, clearly you don't"
"W-whaaa" I started
"Yeah, just no marriage , no kids!" He yelled.
"Bye!" I yelled at him and went out of the room
I closed the door before he could stop me.
I leaned on it.
Here come the waterworks.
We were done, weren't we?
Why did this happen? And so suddenly? And on someone's wedding day??
I must stay strong, I told myself
I picked myself up and called Taehee.
'pick me up, the wedding's in an hour's
'aren't you going with-'
'i said pick me up'
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With Love, Secret Admirer × Min Yoongi ×
Fanfiction"he looks in my eyes and I die" × I've known you for a long time, and I am really shy to meet a beautiful girl like you. With love, Secret admirer~ "Just marry him already" Taehee said "Shut up" I said hitting her arm,"I don't even know who he is" ×...
