Away

Chapter39

-CERULEANS POV-

Liam came back a little while ago and he went straight to the living room, lied down on the couch, and said he was going to sleep.

I told Zayn and Niall they could both sleep upstairs, on account of the two guest rooms.

Now I'm sitting on the stairs waiting for Harry to get back so I can tell him he can sleep in the living room or with Zayn or something.

All these boys in my house.

There are three here.

There should be five.

All five of this group should be together. They belong with each other. They need each other as balance.

And they have been way out of balance lately.

I sigh and lean my head against the wall. I feel my eyes droop and I let them. I close my eyes and wrap my arms around my chest.

I start to think about all of these boys and which one I should be with.

Honestly, if I were looking at this situation from anyone else's point of view, I would call myself a slut.

Just going from person to person, crushing people's feelings?

But I just don't know what to feel or think or do.

My brain says to be loyal to Kyle. But it also says that Zayn is important.

My heart says that Niall and Louis are the most important ones to pay attention to. Even though it also tells me Zayn is going to be a key role in my life.

But no where in my heart is Kyle..

I'll.. have to tell him.

When I think of this, I think of my last conversation with Zayn.

I think of his question and my answer and everything else.

And with that, I fall asleep.

-HARRYS POV-

I walk into the house and see Cerulean asleep on the stairs. I sigh and pick her up and start moving up the stairway.

She squirms in my arms and I whisper some crap about this being a dream. I walk to her room and reposition her until she's supported by my arm and my leg, so I can open her door.

I push it open and put her in my arms again and I put her on her bed. I turn and walk back to the doorway, before I look back at her.

She had curled into herself and her breathing was even and slower than normal.

I sighed thinking about what it must've been like when Erin was here and taking care of her.

But the past is the past, and it should stay there.

I close the door behind myself and see a shadow at the end of the hall.

Who the hell could that be?

I walk down the hall and grab the persons shoulder.

(A/N: I AM SO SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED IN SO LONG AND ANOTHER CLIFF HANGER BUT IM SORRY OKAY IVE HAD SOME STUFF GOING ON AND IM SORRY!!

*deep breath*

Just don't be too mad, okay my Roses?

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So this chapter goes to my friend

Caleb Morris

He's awesome, but idk if he has an account, so thts him!

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