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Yuna's Pov

There is such a big crowd, I think im gonna pass out. I think I'm going to find Jisoo now.

I walked in every room but it they seemed to be occupied. I. Give. Up.

The fact that she left me and knowing that I have social anxiety makes everything 10 times worse.

Jimin seemed to noiced me, thank God.
"Hey Yuna, Jungkook was looking for you" he said "oH where is he?" I said.

I looked over to see Jisoo and Taehyung laughing, oh.. another thing I noticed is that he is holding her waist. I wish my waist was small like hers. I guess my thoughts were right. I laughedat what Taehyung told ,earlier.. 

Jisoo is the definition of perfect and sadly Taehyung likes perfect girls.

"Yuna?" I turned around and saw Jungkook. "Yes Jungkook?" I said "Jisoo broke up with me" he said.. did I mention that Jungkook and Jisoo were together? They never made it public though which sucks.

Jungkook is like my little brother. He was half the reason why Jisoo and I are friends but now I don't know anymore. It's my fault for being fat, big, thick.. whatever you call it.

"I want to eat pancakes noona" he said "oh okay lets walk child"

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*3rd person*

They ordered a horrible amount of pancakes that it made Yuna nervous but along as Jungkook was happy she'll do so.

20 minutes later
"Hey my dad is here to pick me up, want a ride?" Jungkook said

"No I'm fine" I said " you sure? Its 1 in the morning too" he said "yeah, I'm fine"

And there he went off, she wished that she could tell him her problems. But there she was...

In a booth, just herself no one around her except the people in the kitchen getting ready to close.

She felt numb at a point where she wants sleep it off.

She walked to bathroom. She promised her soul that she would never ruin herself again but there she was... facing the toilet once again getting ready to throw up the food she ate.

  She shoved her 2 fingers down her throat. Crying she was doing. All she wished was to be perfect. 

Now she felt empty. Physically and Emotionally.

She walked home in the dark. Who knows what is happening at this moment.

Taehyung and Jisoo were probably fucking each other. She doesn't care but yet she does. She doesn't like him at all, for anything she just met the guy. Who knows what he did at his previous school.