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Walking home in the dark by yourself feels beautiful. You get to feel the breeze. Its quiet. No more problems.

You took a left on your street and there you were.. facing your home. Thank God you left you original home besides that Seokjin is an amazing roommate.

You grabbed your keys to your house and opened your door. "Where the hell have you been young lady?!" Jin said
"Are you okay? Did anyone touch you? Was it protected sex? God Yuna speak" he said

"I am fine aish.. I was at Jimin's party you should know this" I said "Wow Yuna at a party? Thats a starter" he said

"Tell me about it" I said

"Besides that.. I need to talk to you" he said looking down.

"What is this about? Are you moving out? Oh my fuck.. I'm going to be alone" I said

"Well no.. I went to your bathroom to find toothpaste and I found this.." he said putting a pill bottle in front of me.

My stomach dropped.

I felt tears forming in my eyes. I should have told him about this. Oh my God Yuna why didn't you fucking throw them away. What if he tells everyone. He would never do that to me.. would he..?

"Why didn't you tell me you took antidepressants? I know that is personal but we lived under the same roof for 2 years"

"Or maybe I'm just blind.." " Oh my God Yuna I'm so sorry.." he said. In his eyes he saw a happy and beautiful girl.

I started sobbing "I'm sor-sorry Jin.. I know I-I shou-Should have told y-you" I said choking on my tears

"It's okay" "Im right here" he said. He came and hugged me.

"Just please sleep well tonight.." he said

I walked up stairs to my room.. I took off my clothes.. I saw myself in the mirror

My belly isn't flat. My belly isn't pretty either.. Jin doesn't know what I go through.. he is beautiful and thin..

I opened my phone to Instagram

User1: fucking pig
2 hours ago

User2:Like literally @user1
2 hours ago

Handsomejin: you guys better shut the fuck up before I shove my chopsticks up your no ass💅🏻 @user1 @user2
Just now

I sighed. Im so grateful for Jin.. He is like an older brother to me.. more like a mom but still