One More Time

One More Time (Part 3)

-Pha POV-

What!? Whose name did Ming just said? Yo? It can't be! He must be kidding me. That right, it must be just a joke.

"Don't make a joke Ming, it's not funny at all."

Ming : *looking very serious* I'm not kidding P'Pha, the one who give you all the notes is Yo, he had a crush for you since high school.

Beam : Then why can't we remember seeing him at all?

Ming : Well, the way that Yo used to look during high school compare to now is different. Yo used to wear glasses and have a lot of acne on his face. Before entering college, he take care of his face really well and started to wear contact so he look really different now.

Kit : Then how can we never catch him when he left the note on Pha locker's?

Ming : Well *looking shy* let just said that he got some help from me. I used to help him to scout all of you before he left a note. That why he always manage to get away before you guys are able to catch him.

"No, you are lying, it can't be true! It must be someone else." *walking close to Ming and hold his shoulder* please tell me you're just joking right?"

Ming : *shaking his head and look down* I'm not kidding, i'm telling the truth.

*immediately letting go of Ming and start walking around*

"This can't be real, this can't be real, THIS CAN'T BE REAL!!!!!"

Kit : Pha, calm down!

"Calm down? Do you really expect me to down right now Kit? You know how long i have been searching for the person that left the note. How eager i am to be able to meet the person. To think that all this time the person that i have been looking for is just infront of me and instead of treaten him right like i suppose to, i break his heart, multple of time. SO DON'T EXPECT ME TO FREAKING CALM DOWN!

" I need to meet him, i need to see Yo! Please tell me where Yo is right now! You guys must know that, right?"

But instead of answering me, everyone just keep their head low. Do they also don't know where Yo goes?

"Guys please tell me!"

Kit : *still looking down* We're sorry Pha, we also don't know that.

No! This is impossible. Now, how can i see him?

Ming : The letter, did you read his letter?

"Letter? What letter are you talking about Ming?

Ming : Before Yo leave the house, he told me that he wrote you a letter and leave it in your bedroom so that you can read it. Did you not see it?

"No, i didn't see the letter. Because, for the past couple of week i .............. "

Kit : You what Pha?

" I..................... "

Beam : Oh my gosh Pha, just tell us what you do?

" I HAVE BEEN SLEEPING WITH OTHERS OUTSIDE THE HOUSE, OK! "

Kit : *sigh**looking dissapointed* I still can't believe you can do something like this Pha! I'm so dissapointed in you right now.

I know that everyone must feel so dissapointed in me right now. Beam and Kit always look up at me as their leader and yet i still do something as stupid as this. Even when Beam still in his "playboy" time he always being honest with his partner so that their can draw a line between them and avoid any problem in the future. I also think that Ming and Forth is really furious with me because they used to told me to take care of Yo and not to break his heart. I also can't blame them if they want to punch me because i also want to punch myself .

But right now, all of that is not important. What important to me right now is for me to find Yo and beg him for forgiveness and ask him for a second chance. The first step for me to do that is to read the letter that Yo wrote and hope that Yo might leave some clues for me to find him, even though i feel that i will get nothing from it.

And that feeling became true when all of us goes to my home. The home, where i suppose to live happily with Yo until we both become old. The home where i should have treat him well. The home where i should make Yo happy instead of crying and suffering alone. My heart hurts thinking all of the suffering that Yo had to go through alone. The letter that Yo leave behind said nothing about where he gonna go instead make me feel more sad, guilty and dissapointed with myself but what make me hurts the most is when he want me to never look for him and let him be free.

At that moment, i can't take it anymore. Without caring how Ming and the others will look at me, i fall down and start crying. How foolish am i, all this time i have the person that i am looking for, the person that i want to give all of my heart, the person that i want to be with as long i'm still breathing just infront of me but instead of doing all of that, i break and smash the person heart into a million pieces and what worse is that all of this is my fault.

Kit : Stop crying Pha. The must be something that you can do, don't give up now.

"Wh......... what can i........ i do Kit? All this time, he.......... have been right in front of me, but what do i do? I broke him, i hurt......... him. This is all my fault, MY FAULT!!!!!

Beam : STOP BLAMING YOURSELF PHA! Yes, this is all your fault, we know that. But that is all in the past now. What important right now is for you to stop crying like a baby, brave yourself up and go find Yo with any way that you can do.

What Beam said is right, all of that is in the past. What important right now is for me to find my Yo back with any way possible even if i get hurt while doing so.

But.........

We have one really big problem, how can i find Yo if i don't have a clue about where he is right now.

"Guys, i know i have been very stupid in the past. So stupid that i even hurt Yo, the person that i love, my lovely husband but i gonna change myself. From now on i gonna redeem my mistake, and love him with all of my life but............ we have one problem.

Kit : What?

"How can i find him if i don't even know where to look for him?

Forth : That true, the letter said nothing about where Yo went and Yo himself have said nothing to all of us.

Ming : Actually i might know someone who know where Yo location is.

What? Ming might know where Yo is!

*immediately getting up* "Who? Who is the person? Tell me quickly Ming!"

Ming : Urgh.............. this can be hard.

Kit : Just tell us Ming!

Ming : Ok, ok, i will tell you guys. The person that might know where Yo is, is.................. Yo's parent itself!

Oh my gosh! How can i forget about our parents? They must already know about our problem, that why they have stop calling me and have been avoiding from seeing me. Yo's parent must be so angry at me for what i have done to his son and my parent's must be so dissapointed in me

But if Yo's parent knew where he is right now i'm willing the deal with anything that they gonna throw at me. I gonna fight with any obstacles that i might need to go through just to find my Yo back.

Yo! Baby!

Just you wait, i gonna get you back!

This is my promise!

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Hi guys, it me.............. again😂😂😂

I know that i said that this might be the last chapter/ part for this story........... but i decide to make more of it😅😅.

I gonna make 1 or 2 more chapter for this story.......... so see you guys in the next chapter.

Thank you for reading!

Before i forget, i'm not that good with english so there might be some grammar or spelling mistake, so i'm sorry about that but i still hope you guys enjoys reading it.

See you,

Bye!