One More Time

One More Time (Part 4)

-Wayo POV-

-Few months later-

For the last couple of months, life have been better for me, it not the  greatest but it is enough for me. It is better then when i'm still living with P'Ph............. you know what, let just say that i'm better than before. The reason why i leave in the first place is for me to forget the past and start a new life, so let not talk about the past especially 'him'.

To be honest, after i decided to leave i have no idea where i want to go but luckily for me one of my best friend Rome ask me if i want to live with him for a while and i immediately agree with it because Rome and his fiance live in different area and quite far from where i currently live.

On the journey there, i keep asking myself if i do the right thing and i manage to convince myself that it is the right thing to do. After almost half a day of journey i finally arrive to Rome house. Rome live in a subburb area so the place is not hectic and it give me the chance for me to relax.

I feel so happy to be able to meet with Rome because i rarely had to chance to meet with him because of the distance but we do call or chat with each other sometime but to be able to talk face to face with each other is different than talking on the phone. Rome and his fiance P'Pick welcome we with open arms to their house. Their told me the reason why their want me to stay at their home is because P'Pick had to go to different vet for a few months to replace one of the doctor there because that doctor had to take a maternity leave.

Rome fiance P'Pick might look snob to some people but if you get to know him he is a nice person. He also rarely show his feeling to other but we can see that he care for Rome and that is why he want me so stay with Rome so that Rome will not be lonely and there will people look after him. I feel so happy looking at them. They also have been going through lot of problem such as P'Pick denial with his feeling, third people interaction in their relationship and so many other but their manage to go through all of that and still be happy with each other. Why my relationship with 'him' can't be like their? Why?

But before i think too much about that, i manage to shake that thought off from my mind and immediately agree with their suggestion. I decided to be honest and tell them about my problem. As expected both of them feel shocked about the news. Rome feel so sad and P'Pick feel so angry that he tell me if he ever meet with 'him', he will kick 'him' in the ball so hard that he will never be able to use it again. Their also tell me that i can stay with them as long as i want even after P'Pick came back.

Also thank to their help i manage to get a job as a waiter at the cafe that Rome work at because i don't want to just stay at their house and do nothing even though they told me that it's ok for me to do nothing at all. I told them that the reason why i want to have a job is for me to have something that can distract me from thinking about the past. After discussing for a while, they also agree with my decision to have a job because it make me be able to look after Rome not only at home but also at workplace, like people said "killing two bird with one stone". Rome also jokingly said that i might be able to meet some handsome customer that i can go out with but i just laugh it out saying that i'm not ready to be in any type of relationship right now.

Working at the cafe really help me to not keep thinking about the past. I also keep intact with my parent, telling them about my condition and how my days goes by. I also asked my parent to tell Ming, P'Forth, P'Beam and P'Kit to not worry about me and that i'm doing much better that before without telling them where my location is. I also told my my parents that the owner and the other workers there is so nice to me. It is so fun to see the two senior worker keep on teasing Rome and that they keep on pinching my cheek saying that i look so fluffy amd cute. But the downside is that i sometime had to look at couple that look so happy with each other and keep comparing with my own relationship. But let just said that apart from seeing happy couple at the workplace, everything have been very well for me until that day.