Part 5.2

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"I'm the girl who is lost in space,
the girl who is disappearing always,
forever fading away and receding
farther and farther into the background.
Just like the Cheshire cat, someday I will suddenly leave, but the artificial warmth of my smile,
that phony, clownish curve, the kind you see on miserable sad people and villains in Disney movies, will
remain behind as an iconic remnant.

I am the girl you see in the photograph from some party
someplace or something picnic in the park, the one who is in fact soon to be gone. When you look at the picture again, I want to assure you, I will no longer be there. I will be erased from history. Like a traitor in the Soviet Union. Because with everyday that goes by, I feel myself becoming more and more invisible."

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