Impossible - Warrior High Season 3

Episode 127 - Finding Me from Within

By now, Sid was used to Siyali's happy, sad and angry face. But for some reason, he couldn't handle seeing the disappointment in her face. Was she that disappointed after hearing about his suicide story, he wondered.

Siyali looked around to hide her tears as the thought of Sid suiciding hadn't left her mind even for a second ever since Utkarsh told her. She tried to hide it but seeing Sid go back into being his very old self, the person she was when she first met him (talking about drinking) made her angry. How can someone change so fast and so often, she thought to herself.

Si - For once Sid, be truthful to yourself and decide on what kind of a person you want to be. Agar badalna hi hai, toh Kisiki aur ke liye nahi, Kisi aur ke wajase nah, Apney aap ko badlo aur apney aap ke liye badlo.

Siyali pokes Sid twice as she says "apney aap" and walks away. But standing by the door, she stops and turns to Sid,

Si (emotional but strong) - Main samajthi hoon ki tum mujse naraaz ho. Ki mainey tumhara insult karwayi, Tumharey sawaalon ki jawab nahi di aur tumhe hurt kiya.

Siyali again looks around to stop her tears from flowing and later turns to Sid,

Si (strong) - I regret doing that. But I don't feel guilty. Agar tumhara dhokha ka peechey koi wajah tha toh mere yeh gussa ki peechey bhi koi wajah hai. And it's not that I don't trust you Sid, it's just that sometimes wajah bola nahi jaata hai.

Looking right into Sid's confused eyes,

Si (strong) - Agar yeh baath tumhe samaj nahi aaya na Sid, toh tumse bada hypocrite aur koi nahi hai.

Siyali looked at him disappointedly before walking away for good this time. As she walks out of the music room, she passes by Charlie who feels that she was angry. He walks into the room looking behind at Siyali. As soon as he reaches and sees Sid, he understands that something had happened,

C - Bro? You okay?
S - Huh?

Sid looked lost and he didn't understand half of what Siyali said or what she meant.

C - Phir se jagda hogaya kya?
S - Nahi. Buss kuch kehkey jayi hai. Mujhe samaj nahi aaraha hai ki kya matlab tah uska. Mera dhokha? Mainey kab dhoka....

And Sid suddenly remembered

[Flash back]
S - Tu bhi nahi Siyali, Tu hi mujse pyaar karti hai.

Sid told these words to Siyali to break up as soon as he proposed to comply with his mother's words of not talking Utkarsh's away from him.

S - Tumhe kaise patha laga ki maine tujhe Utkarsh ke liye choda tha?

Siyali looked at him angrily with folded hands.
[Flash back ends]

As the walked by the corridor carrying the Mike set and one guitar, Sid remembered the incident and told Charlie about it,

S - I think isiki baath kar rahi thi Siyali.

Charlie gives a funny expression hearing the name "Siyali" from Sid's mouth.