when Jensen meets Stefanie

Chapter 22

I look up to see Dean.. He looked horrible with blood shot eyes and he was blocking my view of something on the floor.  I just knew something bad happened, I just didn't know what.

" Dean?" I asked him softly crying. He gently wiped my tears away.

"  I am not sure how to say this.." Dean said almost in tears again.  I knew what he was going to say. "Jensen's dead." I thought to myself. 

"Don't tell me.. I don't wanna know. Okay?" I said to him slightly shaking.

" Okay. I am going to take you back to the station now. We had trouble finding you, so the others went back there. I stayed back hoping to find you. I figured you wanted closure since he meant a lot to you." Dean said as I just cried my eyes out. He picked me up off the floor and into his arms to leave as a team of forensics, and the coroner came inside. I clung to Dean and buried my face into his chest. He sat me down in the backseat of the car.

" Do you need to go to the hospital?" Dean says to me as tears just flow down my cheeks.

" What for?" I asked sorta confused because I am not injured. There's nothing broken but my heart feeling like it was completely shattered in pieces.

"Chase didn't touch you?" He asked as now was his turn to be confused.

" No. I was on my period. He tried to before everything hit the fan, but I am still a virgin." I said to him. He nodded his head in understanding.

" Okay. I want to tell you how sorry I am for getting you into this mess. I hope you can forgive me and we can have a normal sibling relationship."  Dean said looking sad but hopeful.

" Sibling? Are you saying that your my real brother?" I asked confused about it.

" Yes. I was taken as a newborn from the hospital and put up for adoption. I was lucky enough to have a good family that raised me and at the same time grow up with you, Sis." Dean said waiting for my reaction. I just hug him tight.

" I wouldn't mind having you as a brother. I forgive you for being a pain in the ass." I said with a soft smile.

" Okay that's good. Well, I have to get you back to the station now." He said as he was about to close the door and I nodded my head.

I looked out the window and silently say goodbye to the love of my life. "They will cancel the show because who could ever play the part of Dean Winchester other then Jensen. I won't have the wedding of my dreams because I would not ever fall in love with anyone else. Jensen was my soulmate, my true love, nobody could ever take his place. " I thought to myself as tears rolled down my face. I wiped my tears away, as I do I feel the back of the engagement ring.  We arrive at the station within a couple of minutes.  I get out of the car and go inside to see Jared and Debbie waiting by a table. Jared looked really sad with tears in his eyes, when he saw me. I hear Debbie say my name as she bolts towards me to hug me with Jared not to far from her.

"I am so sorry.." I heard them both say to me as I feel a panic attack coming on. Debbie realizes what is about to happen and takes me to a room with clots.

" Hey lie down, you will be okay." Debbie says as I sit on the nearest cot and she goes over to the corner of the room where I see Jensen's suitcase on the floor. She opens the suitcase to give me a shirt of his.  She gives it to me. The shirt smells just like him, the scent of old spice fills my nose forcing the impending attack to stop in its tracks. 

" Go to sleep everything will be okay in the morning. I love you." Debbie said as she was about to leave the room.

" How can you say that Debbie? He's dead." I said with the tears in my eyes fighting to pour again.

" Stefanie, your acting like you had feelings for him." Debbie said concerned about how I was acting.

" You know I had feelings for him. I loved him since I was seventeen." I told Debbie crying. I see Debbie take out her phone.

" Hey you need to get back here now." She said into the phone and she hung up the phone quickly.

"Stefanie who do you think is dead right now?"  She asked me coming to my side. 

" Jensen.. Dean said it was the person I was close too. I am not friends with Chase anymore, not after he almost raped me twice." I said wondering what is going on.

" Jensen is still alive Stefanie... Your brother is a total ass. Jensen will be here soon. He went to get you a big bag of gummy bears to share with you." Debbie said trying to make me presentable to Jensen.  She leaves to go yell at Dean, who is somewhere out in the main office.  I sit just relieved that my soulmate is still alive. Minutes must have passed by, I hear familiar footsteps walk in the hallway, and I know who that is. I get up off the cot and run as fast as I can out of the room, into the hallway. Jensen stops in his tracks and drops the bag of gummy bears onto the floor. He looks at me with the biggest smile. I run straight towards him, knocking him down to the floor. I am on top of him, kissing him like crazy while he holds me in his arms close to himself not letting me go.

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