"STOP! WHERE'S TAE?" you ask after the mission.
that day...that day you'd never forget...why'd he leave?
was it you?
was it them?
or did you leave him?
A 14 year old assassin (you) and 7 team mates...well now 6
you'd worked with them since you were...
We are all running around trying to find Taehyung when Jin calls us from the van "Guys, we need to get going! we can't get caught!" my heart shatters as the boys exchange looks and with their heads down walk out to head to the van.
"No." you say through the headset, they turn back to look at you as you stay inside and them, outside.
"C'mon /L...we have to leave him." Jin says but you stay were you are. ("/L" means "Letter" so its your code name and the code names/ stage names will be used because you're still on a mission)
"V is my brother! I'm not just going to give up!" You shout.
"V is a smart guy, he'll be fine." Jungkook announces as he walks over to you holding out his hand with something in it.
"H-how do you know that, Kookie?" you ask, beginning to tear up from your brother probably being abducted by some men you were trying to kill.
"Because I know V.../L, he wouldn't want you to keep looking and be sad...he might be just fine!" he tries to reassure you while putting his hand on your shoulder to try and get you to go into the team van.
You look in Jungkooks' hand and see a headset, you take it out of his hand to inspect it...you turn it to the side to see writing as you see it, it says "V" on the ear piece in black sharpie.
Reluctantly, you put it in your pocket and nod before walking to the van. Once you were in the van you took your mask off and sit in Taehyung's seat. Half way through the ride you are focused on outside the van window to see everyone staring at you as you sit there basically frozen. Yoongi puts his head on your shoulder (He was sitting next to you)
(Driver seat)
Jn (No one: Namjoons' usual seat)
Jk Jm (No one: your seat)
/L Yg H
You look at him to see him sleeping; you shake your head but put your head on his and yawn. After that you don't remember the rest because you fell asleep.
You wake up and stretch only to notice your in your bedroom, you sit up and rub your eyes before stretching your arms out. You reassure yourself that Taehyung is fine and everything was a dream, therefore you get out of bed and put a white vest on with shorts and tie a jacket it around it just in case you get cold.
You walk out and smile at Yoongi, as soon as he sees you he just stands still and mutters
"Sorry we couldn't save him Y/N...but, hey, he might be safe..." it was then that you knew it wasn't just some horrible nightmare...it was horrible reality. Your heart shatters into millions of pieces and it feels as if you are drowning about a mile from the surface with Taehyung trying to help you up but he can't because he's too far...
You just smile at him and walk away to get some food because you knew nothing was going to happen by sitting around and doing nothing. You grab an apple from the fridge and walk over to Taehyungs' practice room, you didn't know the password but you thought you had an idea of what it was. You enter the code ( your birthday) you smirk and whisper to yourself,
"You're so predictable Kim Taehyung." You enter the room and see his boxing gloves sprawled over the floor and lots of general mess everywhere.
You pick up your favourite of his hoodies' and hold it close
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You get a smell of scent and fall to the ground, you miss him, its only been a day but you miss him. He was a part of your life and he made you -no- he made EVERYONE smile everyday and he was always so fun to be with, he was never serious unless you really needed him to be, he was always there even when you didn't want him to be. You thought Taehyung was just another character in your life who was fun while it lasted but you knew you could deal without him...you were wrong...you cant deal not having Taehyung and nor do you want to; your life was never going to be that same without him.
You start cry as all the memories came back of when you two were little (He left to join the assassin group when he was 13 and you were 12- two years later you joined- your 14 and Taehyung is 15) you were really close when you were younger.
/Flashback: The day he left/ (Be prepared for the feels)
(Your 12, Taehyung is 13)
You wake up and hear Tae speaking to your parents so you decide to eves drop, you wish you hadn't.
"Mum, Dad...please don't tell her, she'll try to find me but this is were I belong! I have to go, cya...never I guess." He sounded angry and sad, but not with anyone but himself. You heard him open the door and you couldn't stop yourself from running downstairs and when you saw him walking down the garden you knew you couldn't stop him but you at least wanted to say 'goodbye' for what you could only guess was the last time. You ran out of the door seeing your parents annoyed yet sad faces made you even more curios, you ran over to Taehyung and hugged him from behind. He turned around and looked down at you
"Y-Y/N...You have to go back inside..." He sounded sad and disappointed, still at himself.
"No, not until you tell me where your going!" You were a kind of stubborn kid, normally he'll laugh and tell you he's going out with his friends but this time his face was full of sorrow and desperation.
"I-I can't tell you Y/N...just know I love you and I'd never intentionally leave you if I didn't have to."
"You don't have to, Tae..."
"I do...Look, Y/N...here." he passes you a crumpled up post-it note
"I will find you no matter what, You're my little sister, I love you! If anything happens we will find each other...I cant say how or when but some day we will find each other and never be separated.
You will find one note a month.
-Taehyung
/End of flashback/
You sit on the floor of his training room and read the note over and over again knowing they were the only things keeping you alive for 2 years and how if Taehyung hadn't wrote those notes you'd probably be dead.
