Go Ara has never had a really easy life, her parents got divorced when she was young and she spent most of life in America with her mom.
Everybody goes through difficult times. It's part of life right?
Well... Just when Go Ara thought her life was...
I painfully opened my eyes and I could hear them talking, but I couldn't understand what they were saying...I feel stuffy... my stomach burns...
I felt so heavy.
"So hot..." I felt this extreme heat that travelled my body unconditionally as if a heat wave had hit me. All I could do was try to unbotton my shirt but I felt like my brain was malfunctioning, cause I couldn't even get a hold of a button properly, I couldn't even seem to see or think properly.
I had no idea what time it was and neither did I care. I felt like I could hear someone talking to me but I couldn't seem to understand. I tried so hard to listen to the words that were being said but I just couldn't decipher one thing.
"Ara!..." I felt hands tapping my face, but somehow I didn't feel any pain. My stomach curled up.
"I feel sick..." I relieved my discomfort and rested my head on the couch.
"Ara!Ara!" I opened my eyes once more in discomfort, feeling water touch my head... someone was showering me.
"What's going on...?" I couldn't understand I just felt a hand holding my hair and I felt so vulnerable. I couldn't even properly open my eye lids, but it looked like I was kneeled down to a bathtub.
"Sorry..." I was apologizing even though I didn't understand what exactly was happening. I felt like I was burdening someone. I could hear a voice... but this time I could hear his words.
"Try to hold still! I'm going to dry your hair!" I just tried doing what I was told but I felt so out of it I rested my head against the wall.
"Ara! We're going outside" I woke up once more, feeling someone bearing my weight forcing me to lean against him.
"My head hurts..." but I felt a little bit sober, even though my head felt shifty and I still couldn't hold myself.
I looked to the person who was holding me and I knew this face.... black silky hair.... those eyes...
"Sit here" that voice... was it Jungkook?...
I felt a cold breeze touch my skin and it actually felt good, since my body was warm... too warm.
"Here drink this" He passed me a cup of warm water "It'll make you feel better"
I simply did what I was told to do without thinking twice. I felt so easy going, so weak and helpless that I ended up breathing heavily the cold air. I took a sip of the drink to ease the sickning, burning sensation that I felt at the pit of my stomach.
"Are you feeling better?"
I nodded as I looked at the sky, but there weren't any stars, the small grey clouds forming as if it were going to rain.
"I'm tired..."
"Don't you dare pass out again!" He shook me which made my belly twist and turn again.
"Yaah! Hold it!" I tried my best not to vomit my guts out as he took the cup away from me and held me up, bringing me next to some bush which made me puke it out, since I couldn't take it any longer. He managed to pull my hair back "I just washed your damn hair! Don't you dare dirty it again!"
I think I puked my lungs out for 2 minutes.
"Better?" He patted my back and I once more just nodded. I tried making my way to the staircase but I stumbled since I still felt dizzy.
"Watch it!" He grabbed me, helping me sit back down. I leaned against the black steel stair fence while shutting my eyes. The cold breeze felt nice as it brushed my skin. It made me want to zone out.
"Let's talk... you need to seriously sober up" He spoke but I didn't want to. I was too tired.
"Why... did you cry when..." He sounded like he was trying to ask me something but my head was pounding so heavily, my head felt so weird it was as if this whole thing was in my head. It wasn't real.
"... when I tried kissing you the other day..."
I began chuckling as my head burned from the pain that stuck with me. I didn't know if it was the alcohol that was still roaming in my system, or the cold air, or me wanting to relieve my burden, when I ended up mumbling the lump that stuck within my chest "I was... raped... by my ex..." my heart sunk.
I couldn't even control my own feelings at the moment, my tears just fell without my authorization even though I kept my eyes closed from drouziness. I opened my eyes a bit and he looked at me as if he pitied me.
"I only told you this because I know this isn't real..." I chuckled and closed my eye lids once more.
When I wake up... this will all a dream...
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Hi readers ^-^
Please tell me if it's worth writting the next chapters....
I'm starting to get the feeling that maybe the story isn't that interesting >.<"
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