UNCONTINUED Cold Heart~ Kastuki Bakugou x Reader x Shoto Todoroki

"How high I am"

After a couple of lessons that Aizawa taught us, I headed out the room for lunch. I was the last one out of the room again. I honestly didn't mind at the moment, really. The sound of my shoes echo as they graze the top of the floor. I finally had some time to think to myself. After the incident, I didn't think that I would make it, mentally. I still need to go to therapy for a few more weeks though. Just until my therapist can trust to be alone. It helped, for a while. Anyways, I kept walking until I made to the lunch room. It was huge, bigger than the one back at my old school. It was loud and chatty. I looked around to find a spot to sit at, there was only one left.
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It's in the back, yes of course. I walked over to the table, and sat down. I wasn't feeling hungry for some reason, so I didn't get any food to eat. I layed my head and spaced out. I just stared at the floor and wondered about things. I took my hand and felt my left eye, rubbing the scar that was on it. I looked horrible, so many scars in my fragile body. Just thinking about it made me want to cry. But I can't, I have to be strong. For the audience.
"Hey...Y/n, you're not eating..?" A soft voice spoke. I looked up and saw Tooru. I smiled at her. "It must be nice to be invisible. No one could see your face, or the ugliness it has- not that you are. I'm just saying, for me." She passed me an orange and spoke. "Yeah it's true, but then again. You're face holds beauty in it as well. Even if your mind tells you that you look horrible and ugly, your heart disgrees and says that it's just what others have as well. Even me, Y/n. I dont even know what I look like, or how messy my hair is. I can't really tell." At this point she was already sitting down and giggling. I started giggling as well. "Heh, you know you're a real dork." She laughed. "Awwww, someone has a soft side~~" I blushed in embarrassment.
"I do n-"
The alarm went of in the lunch room and everyone started to panic. Everyone started to run around to find exits. My heart raced and I panicked. "Let's go find an exit, I'm sure it's nothing big, right?" Before I could answer her the speakers spoke. "Security Level 2 has been reached" At that point, the problem only grew. Sweat dropped from our heads as we ran. But all the hallways were blocked by scared students. Me and Tooru ended up being split by the massive crowd. I was pushed against the wall and could barely breathe. My small chest was being squished against student's shoulders. I shut my eyes, then all the shoving stopped, at least that's what I thought. I opened my eyes again and my heart sank.
Kacchan was infront of me, really close. My forhead was touching his chin. But it looked like he was helping me out. "What are you d-doing??" I stuttered as his leg kept going up my thigh. "H-hey stop mo-oving!!!" I could feel my face turn a dark shade of red. "Can'you see that I'm trying?!!" He shouted at me. I looked up at him, but he was looking away from me. 'I think I could see a flush of pink on his cheeks.' I couldn't think straight at this point, my body was so heated right now because of him. Kacchan was pushed at me, we  were so close, it could be called hugging. This was driving me crazy, until he looked down at me. He casted a shadow down at my face. My heart sped up and I could feel butterflies in my stomach. All I could see were his crimson red eyes and his grin on his face. With each push, his thigh getting higher and higher in between my legs, it made me silently moan a bit.
"Don't panic everyone!! There is nothing to be worried about, the media was just able to cross the school gates!! It should be resolved in a few moments by the teachers." I think blue hair dude was speaking. Everyone stopped pushing and settled down for a moment, leaving me and Kacchan in a heated position. He let go of the wall and set me free. I pulled my skirt down and covered my face in embarrassment. I looked back up at him, he looked pretty flustered and emberassed too. My heart just wouldn't stop pounding. I ran away from the group into another hallway. Once I got far away enough, I slid to the floor and sighed. "What the hell is wrong with my heart??? Why is it always beating so fast??" I'm so confused....What's wrong with me..?

I walked around the hallways a bit, ignoring the fact that I could be late for class. I stumbled on everything and couldn't even walk straight. "F-fuck...what's wrong with me..?" I holded my head as I grabbed onto the wall, for assistance. My vision kept getting blury and back to normal. I walked until what felt like ages, until I got to my homeroom. I slid it open, and the whole class stopped talking. I stared at them then at Aizawa. "Y/n, where were you??" He stood up from his desk and grabbed shoulder. I just stood there spacing out. I shook my head, completely ignoring his question. "N-no nothing.." I said quietly as I walked back to my desk. I had no idea what he was talking about. "Is she okay?" Asked Uraraka from the back. Once I got to my desk, I didn't get back up again. "Mr. Aizawa should we get the nurse?"
"She's not moving."
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Aizawa went to go check on her, then realized that she passed out. He sighed, knowing about her medications at the moment. "Can someone take her to the nurse's office?" He asked sternly. Deku was the first to raise his hand. He layed her in his back and apologized for her clumsiness. He walked out of the room, leaving two angered boys behind.
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"I wonder if you ate already, Y/n.. maybe that's why you passed out. I hope it's nothing that serious though. You know, you should really take care of your body from now on, you might faint other times too. Which we all dont want."
He pushed her more up and fixed hinself. "Hey Y/n, I'm going to tell you a secret, okay? Okay! After coming here to U.A, I've noticed how much more nicer Kacchan has been with you. He's always there for you whenever you need someone to talk to, well uh, besides me. Then there's also Todoroki, who's opened up to you a lot. Which is nice to hear. Then there's me. Your childhood, bestfriend. Honestly, it feels like you aren't paying attention to me quite often. I guess you already have more important people in your mind."
He looked down, almost disappointed.
"What was I thinking on being with you for the rest of your life...? Sorry, I'm just rambling at this point..."
Y/n crossed her arms around him, and dug her face in his neck. Deku jumped a bit and got startled. "Sorry, I didn't know you were awake..." She just nodded her head. "No I should be the apologising to you Deku-kun.... I should've payed more attention to you..." He smiled when hearing that. "Don't worry about it Y/n, I understand." Y/n's grip tightened on his shirt as she quietly sobbed on his back. Deku just kept walking and let her do what she needed to do.
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"Hey we're here." Y/n looked up and saw the room. He crouched down on the floor, making it easier for her ti get off. She tried standing on her own, but her legs just couldn't stop shaking.
"You can just leave me here Deku, you should get back to class either ways."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I'm sure, thank you." She smiled at him. He smiled back but before leave he placed a gentle kiss on her forehead. Then he walked back up to class. Y/n smiled and blushed at his cute action.

"Yeah, I'm sure of it..."