UNCONTINUED Cold Heart~ Kastuki Bakugou x Reader x Shoto Todoroki

Broken Miror

~Your POV~

I dont know what to do anymore. Nothing goes my way and im always upset. It starting to show, but in a bad way. Ever since I moved in with ky older sister, Yu Takeyama.
I, Y/N Takeyama, was always told to hold up to my family's name. As the youngest, I was given a strict role in the family. I was the airis as well.
I had to follow so many rules, I wnated to pull out my hair. It was stressful. To think such young girls have always wanted to be rich and have a perfect life, they dont know the consequences of this life. But it's whatever. I dont necessarily follow the many rules qualified to be an airis. I still love my family, well my sister. She's the only family left to me..

"Hey y/n? Are you sure about this??" the greenette asked. That's my childhood friend, Midoria Izuku or Deku, the only one who was there for me. "Yea don't worry, just dont look down k?" I smiled at him. We were at the top of our school. Just looking at the view from up here makes me shed tears everytime. It brings back memories of me and my parents. Everytime we ate together, smiled, and laughed together. I cherish those memories the most. "We should head back Deku.." I said while standing up. "Uh, yea okay." My stomach hurt. It felt like my guts were being twisted on purpose. After going down the stairs back to class, i tried my best to hold in the ichy goo.

(Im going to try my best to remember what happened in this scene from the anime)

My teacher explained how we weren't going to take a paper version of the exams, and were allowed to take a physical test istead. "Actually, one of our class peers are going to qualify for UA. That's Bakugou Kastuki and Midoria Izuku." he said.
My head was just in the desk, I was listening to everything. It felt like my head was spinning and my vision couldn't focus on anything. It was all blury. I felt someone tap my shoulder. It was just a girl that sat next to me with short black hair with glasses. She ussually talks to me, but I dont pay much attention to her. We aren't like friends or anything so it was fine. I just ignored her and looked back at the window next to me.
"I think y/n also wanted to qualify for the exams as well. If I'm not mistaken. Miss y/n?" The teacher asked. " No you are not sir." I said with a low voice.
"Yea, I heard she's the airis to a rich family remember? But her parent's unfortunately died, I think."
"Yea, and now she acts like a total ice queen and is kinda a 'bitch' towards the rest of us."
"She may be cute, but is selfish."
I hated this. The backstabbing, it hurted so much. Yet, none knew how it felt becuase they had their parents with them. But not me. I was alone. Deku may be my friend, but he's too much of a cowards to admit it. I stood up, my chair falling back, making a enough sound to get all my peers attention. I jus kept looking down at my desk. "Sorry I'm too mean, for my own self being. I'm sorry for acting the way I do. I'm sorry for being a bitch. I'm sorry for being the only one who's broken mentally in this world. But I'm human too. I've made my mistakes and I regret them aswell. You've all done them too. I'm no more guilty then the rest of you." I finally looked up at my so called 'friends'. Warm tears wanting to roll down my cheeks. Everyone was staring at me, even the Jackass, Bakugou. He was surprised to see me like this, he's so used to seeing me all riled up. Always mad at him and giving hum the cold shoulder. To be honest, not many people have seen this soft side of mine.
I bowed at the teacher for disturbing the class.
"Im going, to excuse my self." I said while I grabbed my things, and lef the room. Shutting the door, I took a deep breathe and ran throught the hallways. I needed to let this all out. The bathroom. I need to find it. Please let it out. All of it. Once I got there. I opened the door and threw my things on the floor. I just couldn't help myself. I threw up, gagged, and cried. Sobbing on the ground alone hurts. I had no friends. No one. But me.