It's really nice to know when friends or random people try to support you and make you feel better. This guy in school asked me "Why are you always sad." I didn't really respond but I just keep thinking to myself and telling myself "it's because of a heartbreak, duh." I just wished I could say that but he would just say I'm dumb or just make fun of me somehow. I kept thinking to myself the rest of the day that I should get over him. But the thing is, Its IMPOSSIBLE. But I'm trying to convince myself that I don't like him but everything I think about leads up to my ex. Later on in the day the same exact guy from the beginning told me "Be happy." As he was leaving. Those words are stuck in my head I don't know why, it's just so relaxing to hear someone say that to me and it cheers me up a bit ig. If I'm still a little sad or something I'm just going to pretend I'm happy just so I don't look bad or so I don't ruin anyone's mood. Anyways ima go to sleep cause I'm so fucking tired and I have school tomorrow so byeeeeee.
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Randomthis book is mostly about what I feel . I won't post much but it's just to entertain yall and take out my feelings I guess.
