I lay blanketed by the small bladelets of grass
Carrying my weight, while my eyes consume the skies glory
Affixing contentions with all that I was
And that which was I
Thus I die in the moment
Casting off sufferance
Letting my demons fall upwards toward the sky!
Without...tarnishing the view of course
And to either side of me, my soulmates
Stability and Chaos
They help me ground myself
Even if chaos gets too much of a bad rep
For something beautiful like a flower also faces both ends
Its what you see on the surface, but in the seed you can find darkness
That which bears life when put into motion
You need to crack the shell, but not ruin whats inside
Its where I've struggled
And perhaps, why I haven't helped myself
Or let others help
My plea too much of a request to give
I can't ask for someone to be there
To take my pain away
Maybe thats why I keep finding myself back in this garden
In hopes to sink into the soil
And come back out
Bearing the same fruitfulness of what grows below
And maybe, just maybe
Divest this ill feeling from my mind and body
So I can see myself again
And see those I care about
Talk to them without this obstacle in my way
Cause I haven't been here for a while
Its just a thought...
