If you didn't want me anymore,
Why didn't you just tell me,
Instead of leading me on
And pretending everything was okay?
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If you lost respect for me,
You lost love for me, too.
Why didn't you own up
To what you were feeling before?
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The greif would have been sooner,
You would have lost me faster.
But you didn't just lose me,
I lost you, too.
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Why didn't you tell me
What was happening to us?
I never saw a thing.
This all hit me like a truck.
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I lie alone every night
Not sleeping like I should.
My every thought is of you,
Just like it has always been.
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Why didn't you show me sooner?
Why didn't you let me know?
Why didn't you tell me "No more?"
Just, why didn't you?
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I suppose I will eventually understand why.
But not now.
For now, I will sit alone in my bathroom,
Watching my sadness drip red down the drain.
