Simon's Affair

I Don't Trust You

Amanda's POV:
I woke up at 8:30 AM and the house was completely quiet I think the kids have gone to school thank goodness I think Simon had took them to schoolroom something or is he still asleep in the guest bedroom being a lazy git? I got out of bed and went downstairs to go into the kitchen and Simon was there making breakfast I glared at him and I wanted answers from where he was last night and why he left me all alone and I wasn't having any of his lame excuses anymore otherwise I'm done.
Amanda: I want answers where were you last night Simon?
Simon: I told Mandy I was doing business deals I promise you sweetheart.
Amanda: Don't give me bullshit Simon I'm not that stupid!
Simon: Amanda I promise you darling I was in a restaurant sorting out deals I swear.
Amanda: NOT UNTIL 6 o'clock IN THE FUCKING MORNING YOU DON'T WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU?!
Simon: Alright calm down.
Amanda: NO I WONT CALM DOWN AT ALL I WANT ANSWERS!! (As I went to him in the chest repeatedly out of anger)
I have never been so angry with him all my life, my chest was beating so fast I couldn't bear it and I wanted to call Alesha round to comfort me but I wanted the answers first form my so called husband.
Simon: Okay so you want the truth? I met up with Lauren last night she's in town for a couple days for dinner at Scott at restaurant.
Amanda: Lauren? As in Lauren Silverman? You mean your best friends wife?!
Simon: Yes darling I'm extremely sorry I really am (As he came close to me and I backed away)
Amanda: (I gritted my teeth) get away from me now!! GET AWAY FROM ME!!
Simon: Mandy please!
Amanda: Did you? You know have sex with her?
Simon: What?! No of course not! But you had dinner with her!! Did you kiss her?
Simon: (He stayed quiet)
Simon's POV:
Oh shit she's going to find out now isn't she? She isn't stupid, I sighed as I went into the living room and she followed me behind right on tail thank the lord that the kids are in school and I dropped them off early, I know this marriage is going to end up in a divorce I swear it but I want to save it as well because I love Amanda with all my heart and I am going to give her the answers that's she wants.
Amanda: Is that why you rushed out in a suit last then? You didn't have that so called business deal with ITV then?
Simon: (I sighed as I pinched my nose) Yeah, I met up with Lauren she's here for a few days and we had dinner together and what makes it 100 times worse the paparazzi was there but, but were in a private booth I swear it.
Amanda: WHAT MAKES IT WORSE YOU WERE IN THE PRIVATE BOOTH!!!
Simon: I know I'm so, so sorry I can't explain it I promise you I'll make it up to you I'll take you away somewhere anywhere you want.
Amanda: FORGET IT SIMON! You've ruined us (As the tears kept on coming down her face I'm so heartbroken for her now)
Simon: So what is going to happen then to us? The kids?
Amanda: Until you have better answers for me your in the guest room your not sleeping in MY bed I need some time alone. I can't trust you at the moment oh and by the way your picking up the kids I'm at QVC doing filming when the kids finish. Oh and by the way if you want to win my trust back you'll have to earn it and I do love you but just give me time.
Simon: Fair enough., I love you too my gorgeous wife.
I can't argue with her anymore she can't trust me now I have to win it back, I love her so much. But at the same time I love Lauren as well I want to be with the both of them oh my God what have I done now?! I've ruined my family big time, when I did my vows to Amanda I told her I would never ever do this to her. I can't do this to my kids but I have major feelings for Lauren oh for goodness sakes my parents didn't bring me up like this!! I mean I did have lots of girlfriends and been a bachelor for a long time but Amanda came into my life after Terri.
Simon: I'll be in the office doing some work if you want me I'll be out of your hair for a bit to think of you like.
Amanda: In fact why don't you go the office at SYCO I don't want you here in the house at the moment I can't even look at your face I need some space.
Simon: Mandy come on I have some papers here and a computer that I can work from you know?
Amanda: I DON'T CARE UNTIL YOU GIVE ME SOME PROPER ANSWERS I DON'T WANT YOU IN THE HOUSE!!
Simon: Amanda baby come on you don't mean that do you?
Amanda: If I done mean that? Then go with that Lauren and be with her then because it's obvious you were with her last night than you being here with me.
I went upstairs to pack my briefcase and a bag of clothes it's obvious I did try my best with her but I didn't win this round, I will go to Lauren I just won't tell Amanda I'll just say I'm going to Nick's house for a couple of days until she calms down and give her some space. I don't want to fight with her anymore.
Amanda: Oh so your taking your things are you? Good and I hope you and Lauren have a nice life together because you'll be getting a call from my lawyers.
Simon: Mandy you don't mean that please sweetheart we can work this whole thing out it was only just dinner I promise you darling.
Amanda: Why don't I believe you?
Simon: I'll just go then because my answers aren't good enough are they?
Amanda: Simon you can sleep here tonight but I just don't trust you now.