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*Ding*

                             Jimin🤞🏻

Jiminie: Hey Erika I haven't seen you in school I am supper worried about you! Can we please meet?

Erika 🥰: Sure I really do need some light

My best friend Maria, found out what happed because I told her and she has been sleeping with me and talking to me even though she was supposed to go to school she stood by my side. My face got shubby from eating ice cream a lot, my lips have gotten thicker and got a red color somehow it's probably for the cold of the ice cream. My parents have been in a trip in Spain for a few moths so they don't know that I am not going to school. With Maria it was enough but I needed to get out of my cave. I got ready and got out side. I also put makeup in for the first time. Maria wanted me to look good she bought me makeup supplies which I've never used but I am starting to like makeup. I think I might become a makeup artist. Anyways, I got out side and saw Jimin standing there, good looking as always. He saw me, smiled, ranned up to me and gave me a huge hug. I needed that. But there was a problem, my heart wasn't beating as fast as when I was with Jungkook. I had to cancel the date we were going to go for his hyung's birthday but I will ask him what it was that he wanted to tell me. We wen got a cafe and talked,

"How are you? I was so so worried about you! I asked my hyungs if they had seen you but non of them said anything and every time I said your name Jungkook would act weird"

"Please don't talk about Jungkook when you are with me. Please let's just..........enjoy the moment I need to smile *snif* I can't stay like this I need to live happy I need to change the way things are going......sorry I got carried away I needed to talk to someone"

"NO, NO!! Don't be sorry! You can talk to me about whatever you want and *grabs her hand* if you ever need a shoulder to cry on, I am here for you"

*I smiled and cried more, (thank god that my  Ake up was water proof) and Jimin got up and hugged me*

I do like Jimin but I just don't get the same feelings as I do with Jungkook but, I need to get over it and like Maria said "Jungkook it's not the only fish in the sea" so I want to change how things are going....

We started walking in a really fancy park me leaning in Jimin's arm.

"Jimin,"

"Yes?"

"What was it that you wanted to tell me that time when we were supposed to go to your hyung's birthday but I had something to do?"

" *BLUSH* oh umm about that how  about I tell you at the end of the day?"

"But oppa!...........OMG I AM SO SO SO SO SO SORRY!! I DIDN'T MEAN TOO OMG SO EMBARRASSING I AM SOR-"

Before I could finish saying what I wanted to say, he took m trace in his soft hands. His mouth met mine in a soft, sweet kiss. I needed that even though  I still haven't gotten over Jungkook completely I am trying by best to let him go.

"Erika, what I wanted to tell you was that I love you"

"...*shook*"

"So?"

I can't say no to a person like this and I can't just keep thinking of Jungkook and not move on. I did feel super bad and like this is not going to go well. But I will push my self

"I love you too Park Jimin. So? It's it clear?"

"Does this make it clear?"

*kissed me again*

My heart doesn't boom boom fast! STOP THINKING OF JUNGKOOK WHEN YOU ARE WITH JIMIN ERIKA!!! 

*Smacks her self*



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