花瓣 - ʏᴏᴏɴɢɪ

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I'm addicted to everything you do

I love you

Music was playing around the building, as i was watching someone important, jimin on the other hand was cheering on for his boyfriend, yoongi smiles while he glides his hands over the piano, playing a haunting melody

Something so deep yet so calming and tranquil, something so beautiful played by him, himself

His fingers went over every key, not messing up, everything on point, the soft melody playing, a calm and comfort feeling is felt threw the air, as everyone's eyes are on him, his eyes concentrated on the keys and fingers, he seems so relaxed and focused, it's a beautiful sight to see

He stops playing and bows, as everyone stands up and cheers, i do the same and smile brightly, I'm so proud

"He was good"
Jungkook, one of my good friends, said as i agreed and turned to him,"he was fantastic" he laughs and whispers, "he's coming to you"
I turn around and see yoongi next to me, he's smiling really big and cute

"Linx! I did it" he hugs me and let's go quickly, i just laugh and smile at him, "good job yoongi"

"I love you"
Yoongi thought of it as a joke and laughed, while jungkook heard how serious i meant it and the air felt suffocating to him

"I love you too Linx"
you don't mean it like how i mean it,
But it's okay.. As long as you say it back

Jungkook left and it's just me and him, should i finally tell him? My love for him? It won't work out, but what if it does?

Jimin comes to his boyfriend and attacks him into a huge hug, "good job yoongi! I'm so proud" but what about jimin?

"Yoongi, can i talk to you private"
Confidence is key, that's what my mom always said to me, growing up

-¬-

"Yes? What's wrong linx"
He says concerned, will this ruin our friendship?

I feel like coughing but i suck it up and just say it, "i love you yoongi, i fell in love with you, ever since i laid my eyes on you, your so important to me in life, and i fell in love with everything you do, your gummy smile kills me inside and i can't even explain your honey like eyes, their so beautiful just like the rest of you"
Please answer back yoongi, please

He stays silent for a moment and
Looks at me with sadness in his eyes

Oh no, i hate that feeling, when you know what's already gonna happen

"Linx..." He starts off,
"I'm sorry but I'm in love with someone else... Jimin"
Knifes poke and stab my heart,
And my happiness instantly goes down, and my confidence dies

"W-what?"
Tears threatening to spill
As i stutter, this can't be real, right?
All these feelings for him, just to be shattered? How can i still love him? My heart is still beating for him

He walks away and leaves me there alone in the hallways, why yoongi?
Why do this to me?

All alone! Whether you like it or not, alone is something you'll be quite alot

I cough up petals again but this time, not with blood but with pain, i fall to the ground, dizziness taking over my whole body, what is this weird feeling?

I keep coughing up petals left and right, then i see darkness cloud me, but i don't want to faint, i want to see yoongi

I need to see yoongi

After all...

I still want you