cupid is a killer

deep sighs
got me bout to cry
but my eyes are dry
as i lay hating my life

wondering when ull text back
im only smiling around you
wanting to feel love again
but love doesnt want to speak to me
ooooooo
my heart is draggin me around
like a rag doll
and im hittin every rock
body so numb, everything is watever these days
emotions were shot dead by cupid
and i feel like im just a carcass walkin
man i don't feel like talkin
makin me feel so stupid
for even trying to love again
u just want to be friends
y am i so see through
y are you so glowing
y is life such a darkening presence
what do i have to do, to
make u see me
im so heart broken
tryin to find a heart thats not already stolen

love is a suicide waiting to happen
and but i keep loving you
i cry the worst type of tears where i have to keep it down and keep a straight face
while my throat is growing tighter
and i just smile and say im okay
as my saving grace walks away