HipHop Phile || BTS x Reader [COMPLETE]

25. End

A few years later, Hoseok still hasn't gotten over you. He couldn't seem to get you out of his mind. He didn't cry, or worry, but he did feel sad that you were no longer with them, or simply in this world.

He had a feeling that he should be angry at himself for not going after you when you found out that he was breaking up with you. He thought that maybe if he had gone after you, you'd still be alive right now, trying your best to support him.

Taehyung and NamJoon have moved on, thinking that it was your choice to take your life. They still have a special place in their heart for you and they will never forget about you. The rest of the members being the same, but since they weren't as close to you as Taehyung and NamJoon they manage to forget about you from time to time.

Hoseok manages to convince their manager to go to the cemetery with Taehyung and NamJoon when they have time. He never fails to forget it every week, and if they have a tight schedule, he spends the whole day near your grave when they have a day off.

Hoseok was not allowed to show his sadness during live performances, so he shows it during concerts. Every album that they release, there is at least one song dedicated to you. He wished you could here it. The songs told everyone how much he loved you.

NamJoon and Taehyung also write songs about you, but indirectly. Almost all their albums have songs, low-key telling people about mental illness, that it wasn't a joke, and how bad it could be. If the song wasn't about that, the lyrics are about social issues.

I thought that the didn't want this happening to other people in the world and want their fans to spread positivity and tell everyone that these issues aren't jokes and that they should be taken seriously, because if not, we could loose many important people.

"Hyung its time to go on stage..." Hoseok went up the stairs looking at the big crowd that kept growing every year. The song started to play, and Hoseok held his microphone up, while his eyes were glistening because of the tears that were threatening to fall.

Hoseok sang the song as if you were in front of him. He stood still up front of the stage, with his emotions doing all the work. ARMY don't know what happened, but they know that he had a girlfriend.

Everyone suspected that his girlfriend broke up with him and found someone else, but he still loves her. Some pitied him while others made fun of him, but he couldn't care less. The only thing that he thought is important are the songs that he dedicates to you.

When the song ended, Army started to 'awe' at Hoseok, who was crying. "ARMY, this song was for a friend, whose death anniversary is today... do you think she liked it?" Many were screaming a yes and others were asking what her name was.

Hoseok started to smile at the sight of the curious crowd who started to shout "what's her name?" Hoseok wanted to keep it a secret, but just saying her first name will do. He didn't want to keep it a secret from army.

"Army, her name is (y/n), and we all loved her very much! Thank You army for listening to the song! I hope You loved it." Hoseok stayed still, because the rest of the members are supposed to go up after the song.

Their next song was a song, this time, for army. They loved that Army supported them throughout the years of mourning because of your death... "Army! Thank You for supporting us! Thank you for being here with us even if we can't always be with you! ARMY KAMSAHAMNIDA!"
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