Allison.
She's here she's right here...
I look at her gentle posture as she's perched on the small white chair across from me.
"Allison?" I say so quietly I doubt she can hear me.
"Lydia... You can't do this to yourself. I'm okay. I'm- I'm happy with my mom.... Please just get better..." Her body starts to shimmer.
"No Allison come back!!" I shout to the void. She isn't there. "Allison..."
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My head jerks up. I'm in my bed but it's warmer than usual. Why is it warmer.
I start to pry my eyes open to reveal a firm set of arms wrapped around me. And, not only that, he's shirtless... And hot... No-no not hot I can't like stiles...
I jerk up knocking his arms away.
"Mmm" he groans and roles off my bed to the floor. "What- I'm awake!" He stands up and shakes his head. When he looks up I probably look stunned.
He's in my room. Why is he in my room??
My memories come flooding into my head. Him coming here. Comforting me. Falling asleep. The dream... About Allison.
"Oh hey Lydia... I hope you didn't mind that I stayed...." He trails off and I look up at his shocked face.
I smile and blink a couple times. And in a blur I'm in my bathroom and the door is shut tight. I run my hands through my red- I mean strawberry blonde hair. What do I do...
I stiffen and walk to my shower turning it on. A shower will clear my mind... I hope.
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After my shower a dry off and grab my robe.
When I walk out into my room, stiles is no longer there. The smell of crisp bacon wafts to my nose. God damn it mom I can't resist bacon. I get dressed quickly into a floral loose sundress, along with brushing out my ratty hair. Allison's right I need to get better...
After pulling my hair up into a bun, I walk down my stairs. As I stroll into the kitchen I realize there is chit-chat going on. Oh my god. Looks like my mom invited stiles for breakfast. Great.
I sit at one of the stools at our kitchen island and wait until they realize I'm here. Mom looks up from the sizzling bacon and says softly, "Oh, Lydia! What a joy you could join us." I smile and look down at the counter. I'm still mute.
My mom sighs and flips another peice of the bacon. Stiles walks over to the stool next to me and smiles. "Hey Lydia"
I wave and continue staring into the depths of my kitchen counter. He, too, sighs and sits down next to me.
After what seems like an eternity, but is really about 5 minutes of staring at a boring counter, a plate with an egg, 2 pieces of bacon and a glass of orange juice are slid over the table towards me. Moments later Stiles gets the same thing.
I grab my fork and start eating. Slowly. The egg is okay, but the bacon... Oh the bacon. I finish and grab my glass of orange juice and gulp it down. I usually only eat meals that include a yogurt, a water bottle, or a granola bar. I'm not very healthy.
As I finish, I stand up, grab my plate and walk to the sink to rinse it off. When I turn, I'm greeted with two sets of staring eyes belonging to my mom and Stiles. I blush and rush by them back up the stairs. Once I reach my room I walk over to my bed and crawl in. I'm so exhausted. I slowly almost drift to sleep but I hear the nonexistent creak of my door that only I, as a banshee, can hear.
Just pretend you're asleep, pretend you're asleep.... I feel the covers being drawn behind me and another body crawls in and wraps their arms around me.
Control you're breathing... It's just Stiles... Just sleep. I breathe out deeply and drift off to sleep. Wait, why did my mom let him? Great parenting...
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Okay another update! Okay so I've decided maybe I might make a stalia fanfic or a scallison fanfic.
And yes I realize I spelled *allison wrong throughout the entire story so far but I thought it was one l I guess not.... Okay comment and vote and stuff and tell me what one I should do.... :) okay bye!
Xx gabbi
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FanfictionClank. Clank clank. - After Allison dies tragically, Lydia falls into a deep depression. She only gets out of bed for food and doesn't talk. Stiles is blaming himself for Allison and he comes over one night just to talk but ends up staying the night...