*Trigger Warning* feel free to skip to the bottom for my Authors NOTE.
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Pills, pills, pills
One goes down
Another follows
Repeated till the bottles are empty
The world spins
Fading in and out
A woman's scream you recognize as your mothers
The emt's calling your name
And then it's black....
You wake up the next day
Wave after wave of guilt crash through you
'How can you have done this'
Your mind begins to race.
'Why didn't it work...?'
Another thought
All these thoughts still haunt you today...
When will it ever end....?
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This poem was written a year after my suicide attempts.... please if you are feeling suicidal reach out. Get help. It is not the answer and eventually you may come to regret it. I know for an absolute fact that I do.... there is nothing in this world worth taking your life over. Yes things hurt but think about what you may leave behind. Please. Reach out. If you feel unsafe call the suicide hotline 1 (800) 273-8255 or text HOME to 741741 please get yourself help. YOU ARE WORTH IT!! Even if you feel that no one cares just know that at least one person does. Me.
